Y Thursday, February 24, 2005Y
8:23 PM
hahax... wat happen todae i aso cannot realli remember... ya we had a jokin session ... hahax... and the jokes i said seems to be veri verii cold as i m the onli one who luff... tt's so sadx... and durin folkdance, douglas is still the luffing stock hahax... as he realli dance [ very well ] hahax... sorri.... hahax.. den and i did my chinese hw wrongly den was like yee mun aso den she kana scolded more than me... sadx for her sia... durin a maths lesson,hhaax... a waterfall happened !! hahax... maybe i dunno how to drink water... yahx den after sch went to xin ya hse with yee mun to study for chem, i didn't seem to study anithing thou... den ish xin ya's bro [birthday] taiwan version... hahax... den gt to eat ice cream cake... hahax... ya tt's all lahx... he will nv know how i realli feel cos his heart has no me...
Y Wednesday, February 23, 2005Y
9:16 PM
haix... a boring dae with lotz of scoldings... haixx... todae our class dunno y veri slack den kana scolded by teacher lorx... n our pitiful afriZal kana scolded thou ish not entirely his faulT... 3F feels sorry towards himm... and as0 veri guilty n sorrii towards tt teacher... ya... den todae choir still sing sing sing n choir still kana scolded by ah zhang... s0rri to ah zhang too.... choir is juz t00 noisy... hahax... ya den liddatt lahx... nth muchee le...gt 2 aso know tt miss sim's conditi0n is nt tt positive in the sense and heard is quite serious..... h0pe she Get well s00n coz 3F miss her lotz... no mr tan n no ms sim, there will be no 3f hahax... so hope mr tan n miss sim faster cum bac lahx...tt's all [ e n d ]
The turning point in the process of growing up is when u discover the core strenght within u tt survives all HURT...
Y Tuesday, February 22, 2005Y
10:57 PM
Wat a pesky day ! haix... early in the morninG , quarrel over a seat .. haix... why liddat lehx... den make everyone so unhappi sia... den woody lost hiS tempEr n shOuTed... God ! ScaRY ... den During the PeskI sociaL studiEs and i talk Back tO perki.... althouGh isH wronG, bUt i Juz Hate iT... she ish like WastinG timE... but i shld not talk back as ish kinDa ruDe... GosH... + angel + hahax... bUt i shoWed teMper To Her... Haix... spoilT muii daee....... Haixx..... gt to noe tt Ms Sim was hospitalised...... Ohmigod... hoPe she get well S00n ...... ya like dat lorx... tt's all lahx... + e n d + no matter who he likes, my heart will still be the same......
Y Monday, February 21, 2005Y
5:47 PM
i m verii sad... real sad... the best UNCLE in the school actualli passed away last yr buT i ONLI KNEW IT TODAE ! oh my god... i started crying when i heard this news from the auntie previously from our school.... i juz cannot stop crying now...... haix... he has passed awa nearly a year n i onli knew it now...... why m i soo stupid...... we muz realli cherish the ppl around us or we will regret it one day ! he was the best uncle i ever knew, he was juz as close as my ah gong ..... n he left tis world ... i believe he will go up to heaven coz he is a verii verii gd person ! HAIX......he realli treat me verii well sia.....givin me sweets, tok to me... haix...omigod, i cannot stop cryin le.....
todae is a boring dae in class n play the truth n dare den i chose dare and had to pinch kim teck..... ouCh ! hahax.... n quite confused tt if i shld give up but i knew i can't..... so confused... ai yahx...
may god take care of uncle n may he rest in peace......... sadx... [[ e n d ]]
once he tok to me, everything will hab to start all over again .....
Cherish the ppl around u or it'll be too late.........
Y Sunday, February 20, 2005Y
5:40 PM
todae me early in the morning when to chuRch den go for Sundae clAss n i was latE n darcIe was LatE too Cos shee waited foR muii...... FeeL sooO Sorrii ! haix..... And deN the Class is quiTe siAnx but aT leaSt gt leaRnt smtH ... hahax... (?_?) den erm..... muii n my mommy WenT tO ah Ma hse deN stAyed deree 4 a whiLe den went tO jP waLk waLk...... deN saw Michelle , Jia hUi n OliVia anD theY r veri niCee , help me photoCopy the physics the kinectic theorY paRt den aT leasT i Gt smTh to studY le...... den go shoP shOp and buy muii stuffs and saw lAy chEn... hahax... bump intO her sOOo Mani timEs..... n den I saw Tat pesKi 1B marK and he shouTed at mE in the PubLic, den mY mom wenT to conFronT him n told his Parentss aboutt it ! Hahax.. ! SerVe Him RIGHT !!! bleax ! sO shuaNg ! thanKs to moi dearestt m0m ! ya den i went hm lAhx...... tt's about it ! [ e n d ]no matter wat he have done, one smile could make me change my decision.......
Y Saturday, February 19, 2005Y
7:49 PM
todaE me n xin Ya earLy in e morninG hahAx went to buy desTer's b Dae giFt aT heeRen ... It'S a verY cuTe soFt toY caLL " SPERMO" hahax...... so fuNNi den we tooK neoPrinT and i finaLLi saW the Cd TT i wan in HMV... the fUll hSe soundtracK buT iT Ish sOoO eXpenSivE foR a Cd ! HaiX... saD so CannoT buy ! ('_'0) and den we meet yee mun , mei fang they All At clemeNti To gO tO destEr b day party..... ahhax not party lahx..... is the party world ktv ...... Yahx... den me n xy tot we were late but desteR they aLL weRe laTer ! den they ask us to waiT deN in thE enD we went there ourselVes. yahx... den SinG siNG sinG Lorx ! n den [ ai wo bie zou ] became the moSt pOpuLar sonG ! HahAx..... isH sO fuNNi..... den go hM loRx..... [ e n d ]i nv knew tt my feelings would be tt deEp , deree is nthh i can dO anim0re...
Y Friday, February 18, 2005Y
10:23 PM
YEaH !!! I M sOoo Happy TodaY !!! I finaLLy quiT SC !! HahAx !! I muZ thAnkX Mr pOh N mS SiM 4 reSpectInG My deciSioN ! N I asO hatE thEm foR KeepIn mY deaRie InsIde ! MakE hEr sO saD !! haiX...buT i m happy 4 mYself ! NoW i m juZ a NormaL KiD !! cOol ritE? Yahx...... hhaHax..... deN todAe wenT to suntEc, c so mAni cuTe CutE prI sch Kids ! DamN CuTe !! HahAx..... n theY r Realli frienDly n Nice ! feel lykee pinching their facEs... and deree is a compEtioN in the Bus, The BOYS VS GALS ....... hahAx it wAs verY fuN ! HAhAx...... So i muZ saY 3F realli ROCKS ! HAhax... n den we went to take 199 bus one round den went to eat ... and i went hm with lay chen n woody n we saW a vERI cuTe Wwss seC 1 kiD ! He veri Cute siA. .. frm clAss 1F ! F roCks..... n in the mrt, i saw him........ ya [ e n d ]p.s : ya ! [ won ] went for the suntec thingy and ans qs and woN the othEr scH ] sO cOOl !
it is better to be loved den lovin someone who like someone else.... why?
Y Thursday, February 17, 2005Y
7:03 PM
todae is a peski day cos we hab a mathss test tt is damN hard tt i suRe faiL and wat i have studied frOm tyS doesN't seemS to HELP at all...... sad siaa..... althougH mY mathS r veri poor but i juZ can't help feeliN SaD abouT It....... GuEss i shld ChanGe mY attituDe deN towaRDs tt sickO matHxx......... Haix....... and deN we hab our folkdance which is boringg n lame ... and douglas danced like a crab... hahax.... sorri for being bad here....... hahax..... n tml i still hab the stupid eng n lit tesT ! Shit siA.... How boringg can Tat Be ~ i Juz Hate TEST ! h a i x .. wat to do... i m not the principal !~ ya...... and after sch, i went to sasa and saw a veri veri nicee lip gloss...... Feel lIke buying........hahax...... + e n d + dun smile at me . it will make my life more difficult .
Y Wednesday, February 16, 2005Y
11:30 PM
todae is a boringg dae coz our sch is GoinG tO maCritchiE ( spell wronly i guess) for ouR CRoSs counTry....... lUckY i Dun haB to ruN cOs i goT Mc... hahax... but i cheeR verI harD neH....cactUs is veri lousy in cheEr anD ruNNin....... .h a i x ... buT nt tt bad actualli........ hahax..... finalli gt tt guy's REAL name after all the mistakes......... hahaX...... pai seh sia........ 'he' run sOoo haRd yeT he did nOt gEt intO toP 50 but veri Gd le larr...... hahax..... den after tt , me n kor r sOoo lucky to get a taxi straight away...... hahax... waT a tiring dae ya........ haix.........I tried real hard to forget but failed aniway......
Y Tuesday, February 15, 2005Y
10:38 PM
todae after sch, woody treat K.N.S for SeoUl garDen...... waH...... sO happy ... hahax... finally gEt to eaT tt ! Yee mUn and cheiN yinG aso wenT witH us... anD we had a great time LaughIng together HahaX... anD wooDy iS addictEd to HotdOgs...... OmiGod... hahAx..... anD we toK about joKes n we luff like as if we r m.a.d ... hahax....... n we were All SOooo full....... n lame is tt kiM lee and WoodY were luffin awaY wheN thEy scooP a biG spooN of Icee-creamm....... weird Horx...... haHax..... we haD a greaT timE and we exchanGed presenTz but unfortunatelY Kim Lee losT hiS presenT bUt it'S OK ! hahax... anD i gOt a clOck.. is verY cuTe ........thanKx to mY dearr.... hahax........ + e n d +i maybe luffing to u but i m crying inside ............
Y Monday, February 14, 2005Y
10:16 PM
todae is Valentine's day...... me no valentine hahax so it is not a special dae for me ... and me, xy, woody, kim lee, hou yu. gerald n hadi went to play our tradition hahax... and we packed alot of water bombs..... aloT siA !!! hahax...... i wasn't very wet @ first but later kana by kim lEE straighT on The facE ! Ouchhh ....... and i realli had fun..... later we play true or dare... lucky i onli gotten it twice and i dun have to say anithing tt i dun wan to reveal...... hahax...... and i was like whew...... soo luckyy ... hahax.....and though is a dae for lovers but i realli happy ...... hahax....... + end +
i wan to forget but it seems like he is not going to get off my mind.....
Y Sunday, February 13, 2005Y
10:09 PM
todae i went out with 'someone' to buy valentine's day present for someone... hahax... and bought smth cute for our gang's exchangin of pRessiE... hahax... and tt " someone " was quite peski in the sense tt dun let me eat hahax and i gt severe gastric and i hab to go hm........ hahax..... quite early lorx... hahax i spent the rest of the dae sleepin then... hahax... can't rmb muchee le... tt's all den........ he keep appearing in my mind...........
Y Friday, February 11, 2005Y
11:01 PM
todae i m sick so i didn't gO to scH ...... borinG arhx at homE...... hahax...... den late in the evenin, i went to woody's hse to pay a visit 4 new yr and got an ang bao... hahax....... ya den i realise that Gary is a very gd story teller ........ hahax hhaahx.... so funni and i ate alot and 3/4 of the rice was finished by me ! i Can't believe it ! i caN EAtttt so muChh...... GosH ! aNd i ate my medicinE wiTh gasy drinKx and gt mYselF siCk agaIn and had a terriblee stomachacHe ! HAix..... haHa..... and finaLLi reacH hmE quitE laTe ........ tt's aLL 4 todae........ hahax (^_^)it is always hard to forget a person when u get to c him everyday.........
Y Wednesday, February 09, 2005Y
11:45 PM
i woke up veri early and make myself nice nice for nEW YR !!! HahAx so happi....... can wear new clothes hahahx....... And i went to church, relative's hse to make a visit......... Quite borinG for mE coZ i dun waN to gamBle coZ i scarEd loSinG mY $$ as mY lucK suX ! anD i waS veri veri tireD daT i slepT all e waY ...................sO i wEnt hm earliEr and i had a pesky stomachache and i felt terrible !! HaiX........ anD i finalli get to sleep le............ BorinG daY !
i tot i could easily forget, but it juz wun go away from me !!
Y Tuesday, February 08, 2005Y
11:36 PM
hahax... todae ish the most exciting and funni dae for me... firstly, today we have to perform in the enthic festival and naz actualli ForGet to BrinG thaT Cd we suppoSe we tO use... N we stArted to paNic anD she eveN criEd... deN., hamidaH went homE and tooK iT bY Mr ah gogo Car anD we gT the cD and finaLLi the performancE is OvEr ! hahhax... whew.........
deN me, Lay chEn . chien yinG , hadi and ivan wenT to loT one and WaLk n theY decided to gO buGis n lAy chen wenT hm fiRst den we went to bugis.... ChiEn yinG bouGht the shoEs tt we tooK a lonG timE to finD it... deN chien yinG lefT me and went homE bY bUs and left me with hadi N iVan ... hahAx... N when we walked pass the movin poster, IvaN tot hE couLd fLY !!! HahAx ....... Ish sO fuNNi... mY fooT kanA steP duNNo How mani timEs sia.. and tt stupiD aNG moH nv eveN saY sorrI ! How baD ! den we waited for caB foR a vERI loNg timE anD tt stupid dyed hair ppl snatch our caB N EveN saID buaiX to ask ! HoW peskY !!!! finaLLi we Gt ouR caB hm and ivaN toT i reaLLi frM Gb ...... hahAhx....... How caN he believE wat I saY ........ hahAx...
so finalli get to my ah ma Hse aND Ate my reunion dinner......... HahAx........ tt's aLL bahX........
i tot laughter could kept me away frm the hurt but it seemed no help...........
Y Monday, February 07, 2005Y
7:21 PM
hahax... today 3f ISh SO EXCITED bout the thingy we gave douglas foR HiS bdAy anD it waS likE chAos In the class loRx ... deN durin lessOn , erM... I thrEw Tt 'thinG' to hAdi and gT caughT bY tanG sia... And we wEre Like daMn nervoUs anD luCky brigittE kEpt iT and so tanG did Not know tt waS thE thiNG anD tot iT was JUx A bloodY bAllooN .... HahAx fUn SiA... And tmr isH thE ethniC festivaL lE... DAmn nervouS anD still muZ sAY tt ah gonG thinGy ! HaiX... buT nVm juZ breathE in n RelAc ! HahAx... anD i saw thaT entrY tt I duN wIsH TO C ... but Juz saw it ! quiTe sAd lahX... sO i shld pretenD nth happEn isn'T it ! SiAnz ... so i shld juZ cloSe mY eyEs, shuT my mouTh and TreaT as aLL as pEr norMal ! HoW saD mY liFe caN bE! haix... juZ wan Get thinGs righT ........ oR mayBe i hab went in tO a wronG place anD startEd day dreaMinG !!!!!! So wakE uP euniCe ! u hab fallen asleep TOO LONG ! HaiX.... I muZ not crY coZ wat Doesn't kILLS ME make me stronGer... (^_^)
if i will to cry, tt's means u hab hurt me real deep and nth gonna make things right again !
p.S : anithinG juz saY it straighT to me lorx !
Y Sunday, February 06, 2005Y
6:51 PM
todaee is a boring sunday for me... CoZ i am bz studying my social studies and chinese ! SianX... And i sure my social studies cannot make it de... maybe i did not pay enuff attetIon tO ...... mrS vergiS ! haix... hahax... and Er... nth to say le actualli... coz nth happen lorx... hahax... tt's all bahx.........
i hab to work extra hard for 3/4 of his heart whereby she does not nid to do anithing, she can easily get all of it, tat makes me real tired ..... so luv is oways tt UNFAIR ...
Y Saturday, February 05, 2005Y
8:30 PM
todae Sec 3s gT theiR cIP... Xy Gt gB sO she wenT earlieR sO i wenT with laY cheN AND the cuTe gal ''CHieN yINg ! " hahax....aNd me, lay chen, chien ying, ivan, hadi, woody , MeI faNg and kiM lee weNt to orhaRd tO Do oUr CiP ! Quite gd lOrx Coz we recievEd aloT oF donaTions hahax... Mostly becoz me N lay cheN snatCh businEss frM hadi dey all... KekEx... deN after givIn Bac the Can aT bukiT panjanG, we decideD to Go QueeNsway anD jalan jalan ... HahAx... IvaN 4gOt take wat card N So WE All went hm and chanGe b4 meetin AgAin... Lay cheN wenT hm, Chien YinG gO mY Hse... I eveN gaVe my keYs to haDi coZ he scaRed I runaway ! HAAHX......... den pesky De, me, chien ying n lay cheN waiteD so lonG for kim LEe hadI and IvAn siA! Den finaLLi we reached tt QueenSway hahax... den er... they bought colour contact lens and tooK such a loNg tiMe to pUt In ... HAiX... Den after daT, walk walk den Go Hme le... haHax..... So nth muChee tOdaE !
Never say sorry to me Never wait till u broke my heaRt Den U say u didn't mean it
Y Friday, February 04, 2005Y
10:55 PM
today Ish a loUsy daE coz we r suppOse tO settlE prObleMx, yeT it became worst! haIx... Y becUm liddaT lehX? ermx... anD we playEd tt crazy hand beatinG gaMe anD it wAs like nonseNse haahx... 3F is juX so crazy bout iT, thanKx to wOn... haHax... n summorE I stiLL owe wiLLie 70 plus no. Of beatinG loRx... HahAx haDi asO veri Gd caN beaT xy sO mani timEs hahaX....... And i acciDentalli saw smtH tt quiTe pissEd me Off ... haiX... Sadx... Tat'S all lAhx!!
He only luv her and left no space for me...
Y Thursday, February 03, 2005Y
8:24 PM
haix... todaE Gt tt nonseNse enthiC rehersaL agAin! HaiX ! OuR clAss Gt soME internAl confliCts aT thE EnD ! HAiX so Sad ! BuT I THInK our clAss SpiRiT will gO baCk soOn ! coZ we r 3F ! AnD I finAllY gOt riD oF tAt anG bAo costumE le ! HahaX ... aLL THaNKx To mdM puVan ! sO haPPy ! Hahax... But woN saY i look nicer In tt Ang bAo costumE ! waT shiT ! HAhA... I'll nv wear tt agAin ! neVER ! N todaY in clAs, is still Tat borinG thouGh everydaY gt to C hiM ! HahAx ... And folKdanCe tt danCe Ish so IrritAtinG loRx ! cAnnoT stanD it ! hAhAx... Today, while waiTing FOr OUR TUrN 4 REHERSAl n sc interview, we played tt dunno wat gaMe, Won hiT so haRd sia ! wan me to diE ! TT sc interview,is So the waT... dun wan be sc, still muz have gd reasoN de ! HaiX... " sometimEs we dun hab a choiCe" ...! OMIGOD ! Tt's all lahx... ntH muChee le !
OncE u r rootEd in mY hearT, it'll be haRd to remoVe le...
Y Wednesday, February 02, 2005Y
8:22 PM
todaE iS juZ a noRmaL scH daE ! I Realli feD uP bY tt IdioT loRx !! hAix... aniwAy, todae 3F haB to ruN 2 rounds thE eStatE for p.E.... luCky i no nid ruN ... haiX... tt mr liM loRx ... haHax... tmr gt the rehErsaL agAin! luCky mDm puVan borroW me hEr coStumE ! I no niD b Ang bAo lE ! So hAppi hee hee ... ErmX... Tmr stiLL gt sAn Zi jiN tesT ! Can't evEn memorise anithinG ! Sch iS So strEssEd! ToDaE SEc 1 CamE foR choiR , TheY r aLL veri veri CUTE ! SomE evEn cUm beCoZ oF a gUy ! hAhAx...
i will learn to let go at times when i nid to... coz is the onli way, u will be happy...
Y Tuesday, February 01, 2005Y
8:49 PM
TodaE tHe enthiC festivAl rehersaL horx... So EmbarrAssIng !!! Me dresSinG up LikE a BiG anG baO ! And is DaMn ugLi ! it ReaLLi doeSn'T fiT Me ! I looK like a walkiNg reD packEt n became a LuFfin StoCk of The daY ! HaiX... anD todaY kaNa scolDed By mR taN !And He iS fierCe ! GoSh ! HAhA... ErmX... actualli nTh le lAhx... hahAx Juz veri paI seh loRx sayinG the ah gonG aH wateva ! Tat'S all BahX........
I will wait till the day when i can be the one next to u.....