Y Sunday, October 30, 2005Y
6:45 PM
fri , 28.10.05- todae is my birthdae. one yr once special dae to me ... ya... earlii in the mornin i went tuh school for parent-teacher meeting... nth much to sae bout iit... juz tt i hab to take note on my combined humans and physics and my hEAlth esp... haha i will de... den went h0me after eatin mac's breakfast wif mom. den went tuh sentosa with lays n mom..lays n all tat hab chip in the gift , gave me chips n dale book n letter pad and a verii verii nice chips n dale jigsaw puzzle wif isk photo... haha... so shocked to c tat... hahas... it was indeed awonderful gift . den ii went tuh the rasa hotel with mom first to wait 4 the check-in... i realli wann to thank my mom fer givin me this special bdae by bookin e hotel n came all the way juz t0 check in 4 me... love my mom l0tsa ~
met up with michelle , lydia , Tiong , gladys , olivia , averil , zhi ling , jia wen and su yin n we stArted swimmin tuh the cheese haha... it was so fun den xy , fangies , gitte n chien came and they aso went up the cheese t0o until mun , koh veii , dest , wood , chang and kl came... we thad lotsa fun despite the guys pushin us down the cheese and i nearly drowned TWICE ! scarii... luckii i was saved up by dester hu pushed me down ! peskii ...
we hab a cake n mee partii... lays poured ice lemon tea on me after singin bdae song and the guys threw mee n cake on me n we started cAke fight... w0ooh... i stinked ! yucks ! den they dragged mii down the sea water like some kind of freaks haha...
ii went back to the hotel with my lovers n saw the $95.95 chipmunk ! omg ! i m so damn touched ... haha... den i saw the rain poster dat gladys gave me ! haha... w0od n all bought me -trust- n a watch n 3 breads ! haha... n xy and all gave me kapo radio n a clean card !~ haha... thanks al0t guys !!! at first ii found out tt my puzzle went missin n started cryin den it was with wood they all... haix... peskii...
den the others came to the hotel and bought burgers n all... it was nice... hab lotsa fun until dey went back with lays t0o... den me , yee mun n koh veiistayed overnite... it was soo nice walkin to the 7-11 in the late nite n all... haha
this was my most memorable bdae ever... i wan 2 thank all the peeps tt rmb my bdae n celebratin with me at sentosa... luv u guys l0ts... THANK U !
no guy is worth ur tears, the one tt worth will nv make u cry ...
29.10.05-happii bdae t0 grass- head !!! haha... ya earlii in da morning , i was woken up by mun ... haha... den she n koh veii went t hab the hotel breakfast n heard tt dey saw handsome guy ! jealous ~ den while koh veii was bathin, lays came n me n mun was fightin ! childish ya haha... den mom came to help me take moii stuffs home n checked out as well. again i wanna thank my mom ... haha... ya... den went tuh bugis n took neoprints with my lovers n baozi... haha... fun yea, den bought michelle's pressie ... den next week i gona buy my shoe no matter wat... hab been waitin n saw the jacket tt i wann ! muz buy lia0... den aso bought chang's pressie n all... den saw wood n ivan n went off wif dem ... we went home first to change b4 gg chang's hse to celebrate chien n chang's bdae...
at chang hse ...
hab l0tsa fun but didn't eat much..played with a verii cute little boy... i liked him lots... n love to hear him say " hao " haha sooo cute !!! haha,,, wanna bring him home ! den took lotsa photos n tok alot tt dae... haha... ya ... den wood i gt ur secret ! ha... so paiseh lor !!! haix.. tsk tsk... den went home kinda earlii with lays ... ya...
30.10.05
happii bdae t0 chien n michelle !!!!!
Y Tuesday, October 25, 2005Y
10:54 PM
25.10- wat i regretted m0st , was wen they dun wanna g0 , i kept on persuadin dem t0 g0... i m s0 sorry ... it was my fault t0 let u gals's mood g0es d0wn... verii s0rry.... we went dere happily and we GALS onlii came back angrily...
c0z some kind of president n prime minister came... 0oh... sad case tt we hab t0 entertain dem...
n0t all the guys were like tt ... 2 guys were beta... s0 i am nort sayin bout u 2 ...
my m0od was bad ! damn bad ! u 'invited' us juz t0 show off t0 us ?! or t0 make us l0ok like f0ols in front 0f the president and prime minister? if tt's s0 , u hab done wat u wan ?!
happi ?!
i dun wan say anim0re and all the details tt i hab left 0ut !
juz wanna vent my anger here !
after ventin anger , i n0e i'll be fine... it'll be fine
ign0re me...
Y Monday, October 24, 2005Y
6:30 PM
24-10-05- t0dae is a verii tiring dae .. early in the morning , we watched 3 stand n delivers... wah , tired siia... den summore , still gt the police talk bout the shop theft... is sianz da0... hahas... ya... den went back t0 class... afta recess wen back t0 class 4 operation clean up... woo... quite fun and tiring l0rs... tmr dunn0 how siia... think can't g0 le behs... sad case... it's ok... n0w at lays hse, ya...watched yu le 100% , kenji ! wah damn cute !!!!! hahas... den watched superfunkies , thot of the dae wen we went t0 the recordings , i luff like mad... wei choong danced!!!! life is s0 boring ... often felt unhappii and dere are t0o much things t0 d0 bout... feel like crying... i dun wanna c iit ... ii n0e i would be hartt-br0ken ... i dun wann !! realii !
- u nv n0e h0w ii feeL... neva n0e... i g0t n0 rites t0 d0 anithing
Y Sunday, October 23, 2005Y
8:29 PM
23-10- t0dae feelin s0 much beta lE... ya den went tuh church first... den went t0 mun's hse den she sae wat she can't g0 t0 bugis le !~ peskii... ya den went t0 mit lays n koh veii al0ne ... hais... den they were stuck in da middle 0f the train den we agreed on gg out the train at da next stop . den peskii l0rs , i went out , dey went 0ut t0o and THEY WENT BACK TUH THE TRAIN AGAIN... ai ya... missed dem ! den hab t0 mit dem at d0ver... hahas... den b0ught my pants and lays and koh veii went t0 buy their l0ng sleeve shirt... i dun wanna buy lE c0z ii wear nt nice de... den san li t0ok my pants den said my pants ... peski... ya i dun think it suit me t0o l0rs... c0z t0o complicated den went t0 the pretty gurl sh0p and she let me change ! hahas... s0 nice... den went tuh orhard t0 see someone's prezzie... ya... den t0ok da bus h0me...dun give me h0pe... i n0e i will get disappointment...
Y Saturday, October 22, 2005Y
9:38 PM
21-10-frii-t0dae is promotion dae... sch 0ff dae but still gotta g0 choir ya... ch0ir, kinda fun t0dae... played captain ball... like some kind of mad woman... hahax... ya den lalala.... ch0ir was fun t0dae... den went t0 lays house... hahas... s0 funnii... 22-10-ermz... t0dae feelin verii unwell ... den went fer cip... played with the kids bla bla... i'm abit feverish and my head is bursting !~ it's a sat and i m sick?! den went t0 bugis... seemed like i g0tta die anii moment... feelin h0rriblE... den went t0 san li sh0p and t0ok a seat... hahax... t0o tired lia0... den went t0 shop here sh0p there... haha... den while i was Crossin the r0ad and it was already red man and eunice was like running behind me , and i pulled wr0ngly , i pulled the auntie's hand ... shiit...! ai ya.... pai seh... den at mrt , lays n mun lean against the d0or n da d00r suddenly open ! den the mrt officer came and fixed the d0or... omg ! hahas... s0 pai seh... aiyoy0... feelin tired and sick n0w...
dear g0d , if euu would all0w him t0 be by my side frm n0w til my deatH , my hate and anger , i shall take it all back... only if he would be by my side.......[[ sorry ii love you ]]
Y Thursday, October 20, 2005Y
12:34 AM
20-10-05- classes are b0ring as usual ... hais... den after sch rush h0me , later g0ing t0 celebrate my ah gong's 80 birsthdae... c0ol ~... wish ah g0ng happii bdae and wish he will live til 1000 yrs old... i m greedy , wan him t0 live until 1000 yrs old... hahax... hab l0tsa fun despite of seein sum ppl ya... hahas... it was great spendin time wif ah ma ah gong cousinz and all... Todae hab l0tsa switt memories... nv f0rget iit... esp ah ma n ah gong's smile ~....... hahx... t0ok lotsa ph0tos t0o... ya... finally t0ok nice fotos with ah ma ! yeah....it is juz a dream... s0 far away frm me... u dunn0 it at all... if i try t0 make my dream cum true , i will l0se s0 manii things and get hurt in the end. wat fer?
Y Tuesday, October 18, 2005Y
6:04 PM
15-10-went t0 sajc open hse . it was ok lahs... good that dey are movin t0 somewhere else... new building... w0oah... den went t0 bugis n 0rhard l0rs... t0ok neoprintz and all ... ya... fun selling bag at bugis village. first time siia... hahax... 16-10-went tu church den went t0 with my church frenz t0 orhard t0 buy our confirmation dress. finally b0ught the dress. a normal one lahs... c0z wear once nia i guess s0. den went h0me quite earlii . hab fun indeed.
17-10-n0rmal sch dae... b0ring... after recess , hypervent again. sux... den went tu sick bay
18-10-went t0 sch around 11 c0z mornin was unwell ... class was like b0rin t0 the c0re...
shld i let g0 of this wishful thinkin? or shld ii let this dream g0es on...? why my hartt beats s0 fast whenever i c u ? th0t was 0ver...?
Y Thursday, October 13, 2005Y
10:32 PM
results r 0ut... !!!! physics failed ! sadz ... dec will be having a re-exam... sianz... jump d0wn is wat a teacher ask us t0 d0... h0w great a teacher can be. welL d0ne... hahas... den a maths , count wr0ngly !! gib me m0re marks and make me happii... sad case... uh.... den eng verii l0usy l0rs and ss as usual , failed like wat !! n0 hope... pin my h0pe on chi lia0s... kenji's album 0ut le!!!! finallii... spend $ again?
dunn0 wat am i thinkin...? i hab n0 chance le... f0reva n0 chanCe i guEss... i hab missed the chance one yr ag0 lia0s... haix wat m i thinkin !!!
lettin the chance passed by mii...
Y Tuesday, October 11, 2005Y
12:01 PM
8-10-o5-h0pe things get better.... went t0 watch superfunkies's recording... wei jian came ... he sang verii well even he is b0tak... hahax... den went h0me bout 11 ... ya... s0 late lia0s...9-10-05-stayiin at h0me and slack...
10-10-05-still thinkin bout the show [ sorry i luv you ] ya... such sad ending tt make my m0od down t0o... tt's true l0ve i guess after one has died wen he hab spent his entire life hating the wr0ng pers0n... hais... saw the p0sters i wan... 12 dollars ... shld i buy? spend m0ney again??
11-10-05-w0ah big pr0gress... c0ol yea... later gg out... updated my friendster with rain's background... wah... like s0 crazii... heard tt he is cumin singapore??? can't be l0rs... ya...bzbz...exams are 0ver !!!! awaitin 4 da results... m0re scary than exams when hab n0t tried da best... g0od luck t0 every0ne... yeps...
g0d , if u really exist , please let her be by my side , stoppin my anger and hatred , and i will thr0w all my hatred int0 the bin and sl0wly cl0se my eyes...
Y Thursday, October 06, 2005Y
3:30 PM
dat dae went t0 l0t one with lays and saw the rain's soundtrack . g0na buy s0on nad n0t forgettin wu ke qun's new album lucky oreadii order lia0s ... already bought full hse soundtrack lia0 abit n0t worth it t0 buy the soundtrack but nvm i'll stilL buy... support 4 s0 l0ng le cann0t juz st0p s0 lay chen , i will still buy it ... hahax... ya and the waterb0ttle t0o. but abit ex lehs... ya... den mun say the face abit weird hahax... ya... exams over s0on s0 i ca buy alL the stuffs with my m0ney le... ya...k0r's bdae , bought him the shooting star album , hope he like it... ya den happii bdae t0 him...den cousin was back frm k0rea... b0ught s0 manii things fer us.. al0t of posters sia. th0t i m a id0l freak. lucky gt ji sung , ci cheng and rain's posters... 0r not all th0se old old de i als0 dun wan hahax... exams was diff... physics esp ! sux ... ya s0 surely fail lia0s... prepare tissuse...
was tt a pr0gress by s0 call talkin... haha... tis i m n0t sure...
dun act 2-sided in fr0nt of me , i wun buy it ...
s0 tired t0 hear n c all these anim0re
be wat u wan l0rs
ii gt no rite t0 care
u wun n0e iit
wat's down deep in my hartt
tt's call l0ve?
i m unhappi...
verii...
wat's wrong with this w0rld n0w
`be original
Y Saturday, October 01, 2005Y
5:27 PM
30/09-t0dae's clazz was n0rmal... as usual. last week bef0re exams... hiax... s0o fast... exams are cumin and i m still like playin around ... bad gurl... den went t0 superstar concert with mun and wo0d... hahas... saw a middle-aged w0man l0ok like a ren ya0... she is sh0o scarii... can't stop l0okin at her... eee... den reached dere bout 7 plus. the concert was kinda g0od c0z got t0 c wei jian's botak head. he is stilL as cute as evA... This v0ice melted my hartt... w0oh... s0 hands0me... den it was a funnii concert t0o... hahax... an unf0rgettable 0ne i guess... le0n was like gettin s0 slim d0wn...hahax... w0ody sat s0 in fr0nt l0rr... s0 gd... den enc0re lia0s, it was 11.50 pm ! Shit ! we missed the last train arrrh... den we sat at a the quiet r0ad like idi0ts... haix... den luffiin like wat , den t0ok taxi t0 holland v. w0od paid the fare again. Thx...!~ hahax... ya den reached hm bout 2 am l0rrs...01-10-t0dae w0ke up s0o earlii... ya went t0 sch take the end test den went t0 find mr ne0 fer a maths with lay chen... den mr ne0 keep sayin the qns are s0 easii . t0o stressed den cried... hahax... ne0g0r lah... easii easii... but nvm ~ bec0z of wat he said , i will studii hard fer a maths. s0 muz thx him... hahax... ya den lays , mun , bens0n , rongies go t0 my hse. den while waitin 4 172 , i tried on terrance's bike n i felL d0wn ! OMG... My leg g0es bleedin... 0uch !!!!! pain sia... den reached hm , studii physics onlii 4 a little while nia den d0 maths. s0 much luffin t0dae... muz studii lehs... ai y0... ya tuition later... sianz da0. 2 more daes t0 exam... g0d...
i mean why muz i be the 0ne oways takin initiative, u told me dat , yet wen i was l0okin at euu , where r u l0okin at ? is like u wan me t0 d0 s0, yet d0 tis t0 me...? or misunderstanding? wateva l0rs...