Y Thursday, September 29, 2005Y
10:50 AM
n0w i m in the com lab... can use the com n surf wateva net u wan... hahax... ya... includin p0rn??? eeek... n0w michelle is sittin beside me... tryin t0 be irritating !~... hahaxt0 be continued
Y Wednesday, September 28, 2005Y
10:36 PM
25-09-05-t0dae went church as usual... a gd gaL.. den m0m bought the panasonic vs2 , pink col0ur f0ne... 0mg ! gotta be my mine s0on... hahax... s0 happii... verii nice l0rs... ya... den went h0me n studii... gd gal lia0x...26-09-05- hahax... saw the vcd thingy... luff like hell with lays n mun... s0 bad... den all bec0z of '3 li' ... hahas... den n0t feelin dat welL... maths test sux... den went t0 popular with ah tiong n mun den went t0 ah ma hse... melanie n0es h0w to crawL... she s0 cute n0w... l0ve her l0tz...
27-09-05- nv g0 2 sch todae... hahax... lays muz be l0nely... ya c0z mun als0 nv g0 sch... ya den went t0 c d0c wif m0m. ya... en went h0me tu rest...
28-09-05- m0rnin luff until like helL... again is the vcd thingy... hahax... lays , mun , koh wei shld n0e... kekes... is the truth l0rs... even ' 3 li ' said s0... ya... den class r like b0riN... sianz da0... den recess hab a gd time luffin with dem... ya s0 fun. den went t0 bishan with mun... fri going t0 superstar concert... excited... ! w0nder wat t0 wear... ya... dat's alL...
stupid hypr0crite. stay away frm me. i dun wan hear a word frm u . all this while u hab been s0 plastic... th0t i could hab trusted u and th0t u n0e h0w ii feel. shit.
Y Saturday, September 24, 2005Y
10:17 PM
t0dae went fer cip den went bugis... hahax... went back t0 c 3 li... hahax... s0 funnii... den g0t my shirt and chipmunk b0x... l0ve it t0 bits... den b0ught earring and slurpee big b0ttle n t0ok ne0printz... iit was s0 fun... hahax... bugis is like our second h0me... hahax... ya...
Y Friday, September 23, 2005Y
5:02 PM
`23-o9-05- it is time t0 get on wif life i guess... i am going back t0 normal... thx th0se wh0 care f0r me and nv eva turn their back on me durin these hard times. wat hab i d0ne t0 make ah ma cry f0r me. i am s0 unfilial. it hurts me s0 much t0 see her cry bec0z of me , saying that l0okin at my scars pain her l0ts. I m s0rry . verii s0rry. Bec0z of ah ma , i gona stand up again and be back t0 n0rmal. nth hurts m0re than seeing ah ma cry... realli thank t0 my peeps out dere wh0 gib me s0 much concern ... i m gratefuL... Glad t0 n0e them afteralL... i wun f0rget tis hard times of mine and i wun escape anim0re. n0T anim0re... Escapin frm b0th h0me n sch wun help at alL. I'll face iit...nth can make me fall again...
Y Thursday, September 22, 2005Y
4:03 PM
21.09-05- i m juz a living dead body . left with n0 feelins... fang was rite. tt's the onlii way i can express myself. i noe wat i m doing . it is nort silly. tt's the onlii way i can keep my tears away . pls dun stop me frm doing it . i will die with u stop me. i noe tt dere r ppl around wh0 cares 4 me but see, i am not loving myself . i m not worth u guys' care. leave it for someone else. i had enuff of sch and when i get home , i got bloody scoldings and stress. why dun they leave me al0ne? i luff for the sake of luffing , i cry for the sake of crying . i dunn0 wat i m, thinkin at alL! i am juz a walkin dead body . DEAd i mean !~Juz leave me t0 do things tt r stupid. no point helpin me . no point at all. c0z i sux...
u think it pains? tell u , it does not pain at alL ~ wat pain is not my hand.
nth pains at all animore
cry , luff , angrii , happy , sad and blabla is not in my dict animore
leave me al0ne
Y Tuesday, September 20, 2005Y
7:32 PM
williE ~! nv cum t0 sch ~! den ii br0ught his pressiE... haix...`- why things turn out liddat? I did n0t expect this. 0ver? 2 yrs...
Went t0 ah ma hse , ate fish and the b0ne stuck deep int0 my tongue and my wh0le mouth was bloody. l0ts and l0ts of bl0od gushin 0ut. terrified my ah ma and alL... ha... c them s0 much concern ab0ut me i m s0o glad... real glad....
Y Monday, September 19, 2005Y
7:13 PM
19.09.05- i reallii muz studii real hard fer my physics , a maths and combined humanities. I failed badly duriin mid yr and i dun wan g0 thru that fate again... haiix. suddenly felt s0 stressed and scared n i m here still playing ar0und. ii muz wake up lia0s... s0 bl0ody stressed. den knew frm mr tan dat 4 the pure science students , if we failed one of our pure science , we gota drop t0 combined science. i dun wan t0 drop. but i n0e my physics can't make iit. Goiin crazii... wat t0 d0. exams cumin s0 fast... den made my ezlink lE... w0oh ... finally bought willie n chia hooi pressie after s0 manii yRS ! hahax... i muz w0rk hard lia0. wish me g0od luckies... haix...exam stress...
Y Sunday, September 18, 2005Y
10:42 PM
16-08-05- t0dae ling , mun n lays cum t0 stay 0ver at my hse... s0 fun... verii late den Zzz...17-08-05- t0dae is derrick's bdae... w0oh ... den went t0 cip... benjamin n frenz make 800 plus cranEs 4 me... s0 touched . den i went t0 bugis village b0ught my silver bag n belt . i buyin my shirts next week. excited. den went hm with lays.
18-08- t0dae went church . den went zhi ling hse make m0oncake. my silver bag is spoilt. at first becoz of the rain , there r tiny weeny dots on da bag , luckii n0t obvious den later me n lays came bac frm buyin cup n0odles , my bag gt xin ya's gb sticker. den gt the obvious print on my bag . den again my bag dunn0 why gt al0t of marks... uglii siaz... sad juz buy ytd de. s0bz. hartt pain like hell ... w0ooo....den play with candles n stuff... fun... ya... den went l0t one bought my n0te b0ok. den went h0me. late getting s0 late.
Y Thursday, September 15, 2005Y
8:40 PM
wish everything is alrite by t0dae... s0 glad... h0pe is a gd 0ne... i made the rite m0ve i guess...i was reading the letters we used t0 exchange... we hab s0 much fun... hahax talkin on n on... [write] i mean... i reallii hab the urge t0 that again... dunn0 wat u think... maybe is my wishful thinkin... nvm...
Y Sunday, September 11, 2005Y
8:19 PM
11.09.05- t0dae wen t0 bugiis wif m0mmii.... b0ught tw0 shirts , 1 skirt , 1 belt and jeans... s0 happii... m0m br0ke lia0s... den i saw a necklace ... luv it t0 bits but h0r , cann0t buy... next week bahs... m0m sponser me e bag ! Yea ! hahax... s0 happii... ~ next week gg t0 buy.... hahax finally... den m0m b0ught a jacket , s0 elegant... happii f0r her... thank u m0m. ii luv u ...
Y Friday, September 09, 2005Y
11:53 PM
wat t0 d0... can ii juz jump d0wn frm the building and diie.... Death seemz t0 be the bez way t0 res0lve everything... i m living in hatred and sadnEss... i feel saD... SEriously damn sad. i can't seems t0 be happii th0u i seEms t0 be... i wanna juz run away frm everythin. she dunn0 me. dunn0 me at all. she juz wan me t0 look like a fool. a big fat fool. i m now. thanks to her. why. kinship. i dunno . i juz wan to know why . she.........? she dun understand me . not at all. she is tryin to get rid of me... s0 shld i disappear.... ii shld...
Y Tuesday, September 06, 2005Y
5:51 PM
170805 n 180805-190805-. i luv camp l0tz esp this camp... th0u unhappie things happen , but why broad over the unhappie things... hahax... manzur n amy r0x... i l0ve this camp l0tz... they are such gr3at instruct0rs... hahax... this camp reallii r0x... miss d3m l0tz...dun like k.f.c24.09.05-went t0 guys n gals' recordings... wei jian damn shuai... we were s0 high like some kind 0f weird0s...
27.08.05- bought my chipmunk... l0ve it t0 bits... hahax... things happen ... a sad trip t0 bugis... but n0w everything is alrite...~
28.08.05-went t0 superstar thingy wif w0od n cousinz... haha... s0 jian f0r onlii 5 mins... gt kelly's autograph... ya... den went swimmin... quarrels started... but think 0k le bahs...
29-08-05- something grew in my eye... pain sia... 0uchee, den went h0me earlii c0z had an attack... w0oh.......
30-08-05- happii bdae t0 averil... is her bdae t0dae. i did n0t went t0 sch but went t0 xin ya's hse t0 celebrate. xinya's fingerkana ch0p... o0uch...
31.08.05- went bac pri sch... peskii l0r. nv get t0 c manii 0f old frenz... ya... den like sianz da0 den watched qian bei bu zui with hui min and angela... daniel s0 hands0me.... l0ve him l0ts... hahax... he verii cute sia... r0x t0 the c0re... hahax...den met yee mun n w0od ...
1-08-05- went out with w0od n yee mun. t0ok ne0printz... den went t0 e grand finals... haha... wei jian s0o hands0me....
3.08.05- went t0 chang's hse n celebrate yee mun's bdae. was thr0wn d0wn the water... peskii l0rs... den kana scolded hahax... den went t0 westc0ast withlays , shi min , chang , wood and yee mun... play all kind 0f stupid stuffs hahax...
4.09.05- went t0 wild wild wet ya... with benson , shaun , wei jun , chang , shi min , lays , mun , wood ... onlii plae the u lah-lah... hahax it was fun... den went heerenz... we t0ok ne0printz... 9 ppl haha... c0ol... den met my c0usin and br0 and watch the maid... scary da0... hahax...den went t0 mac...
saw a pants tt i like s0 much... den yee mun b0ught it le... i want t0 buy l0r... maybe buyin bahs... ya... den saw darryl n ahem... haha... t0ok fot0 wif him... thanks t0 wood... ya... he verii hands0me...