.: g0odbyes really are f0rever;

Y Saturday, December 31, 2005Y

11:03 PM

31 dec- t0 be continued...................
went tuh ah ma hse ... t0 celebrate melanie's 1 yr old birthdae... suppose s0 tt her birthdae is tmr , 1st jan but they are celebratin earlier... den came t0 ah ma hse t0o earlii... n0 ppl de... lucky gt martin t0 accompani me ... den play with melanie and slack ... around 4 , 5 plus , mani ppl came... sianz , i dunn0 de... den played with the kids den watch shi zi lu k0u... kenji s0 hands0me ! hahax... den went tuh meet yee mun n lays... luckily, dad sent me dere... den meet mun n lays at mac... we were like mad gurls ! luffiin away ... hahax... den afther much discussion , wE decided tuh g0 chin che0ng's hse ... ya ... while walkin past chien's hse , saw her al0ne , me , lays , chang , mun went in t0 disrupt ! hahax... pathetic t0 see us ! hahax... she was watchin er m0 zai shen bian ... after she explained , i gt to n0e the st0ryline ... hahax... den my lil br0 , chang was verii peskii ! snatchin that big ball frm me !! den we fought ! s0 childish ! hahax... den me n lays did smth verii gr0ss... m0uth tuh mouth sharin da h0td0g... hahax... can't stand ! haha... den we hab l0tsa fun at chien hse ! hahax... s0 fun ! i was like s0 damn high ! den went tuh steal f0od frm the guys ! hahax... i ate s0 little l0r ! den b4 12 am , we ran t0 their hse n countd0wn ! they s0 b0rin de !... ar nvm ... high among ourselves can le... den we t0ok l0ts of ph0tos ! hahax... den we bbq and eat ! hahax... l0tsa of fun ! ... den mun's sh0e was spoilt ! unlucky gurl !... den mun's m0m came and fetch her and she was 0ff... den chang n chien sent me n lays out waitin fer m0m... hahax... and we stood at the roadside talkin about the chinatrip ! nearly said things tt i shldn't said... phew... hahax... s0 funnii ... den my m0m came hahax... thx t0 mun , lays , chien n chang ! i hab a great countd0wn !....

1st jan- HAppy b'dae t0 melaniE !!! 1 yr old le ! hahax... t0 be continued.............

[[-glamourous queen-]]-[[ let juz turn all theSe t0 mem0ries ... ]]

Y Friday, December 30, 2005Y

10:43 PM

31 dec - the last dae of 2005 ........

`` h0pe my pain end at 11.59 pm tonite ....
`` hope alL my frenz wilL be happii ...
`` h0pe my l0vers wilL stay tgt 4ever
`` h0pe alL my dearest frenz are carefree
`` h0pe my familyz are healthy ...
`` h0pe ah ma n ah gong are healthy n fit ...
`` h0pe my studies improved ...

to be continued....

-- h0w ii wish alL these are n0rt happenin ... juz let it end ... i m gg mad !

10:31 PM

30 dec- [[ pack 0f lies ...]] - m0m was at h0me da wh0le dae ... went 0ut with n0rman ... t0 take n buy stuffz... since m0m was at h0me , stay at h0me as0 n0 use ... den went tuh l0t 1 and eat ... f0od culture again?! is sianz da0 .... den t0ok 190 t0 orhard... n0rman b0ught 2 shirts at rev0l... *jeal0us* ... g0na buy the pants i l0ngin fer there fer new yr ! * muz* ... den after tt , went tuh heeren ... iis like s0 sianz lia0x... den we sit there n slack ... den saw zha0 mu and his gf... his gf verii cute ... hahax... den went tuh cine ... saw a guy dancin para ... feel like b0xin him up ! haha... den went tuh parag0n... suppose t0 find ivan de... but ivan n0rt there.... den went f0od republic n eat... arh... again ! sianz... nvm ... den went tuh tangs t0 l0ok fer ivan ... hahax.... supervisor is tokin to him... *shsh.... hahax... den decided n0rt to wait fer him dEn we went h0me... tired ...* mentally n physically ....
ii m sick n tired of this ... u seemed t0 n0e my every m0vement... u make me afraid... u make me wanna cry ... my heart hurtz.... wat is wr0ng ... h0w to end ....
[[-glamourous qUeen-]]-[[ wanna cry hard fer this moment ... juz wanna end everythin N0W !]

Y Thursday, December 29, 2005Y

6:32 PM

28 dec - happii b'dae t0 my dearest m0mmy !!!! t0dae... g0nna g0 outn buy my m0m's present... earlii m0rnin wakE up n meet n0rman ... went tuh fajar sec t0 take his award... s0 gd... dEn saw j0hn n ivan's ph0to ... hahax... it was quite funnii ... t0dae , we b0th were br0ke !~ den went tuh plaza but nth c0uld be founD... den went tuh l0t 1... b0ught a L0real anti-wrinkle cream fer m0mmii ... den aftha buyin , i left $0 ! arh ... den we decided t0 g0 find k0r at k b0x... hahax... den we went k b0x ... k0r paid the bill fer us ! hahax... c0ol... lucky he w0rked there... hahax... den saw 0ne of his staff... verii cute ... hahax... ok enufF... den after k b0x , we waited fer him and headed h0me ... n0 money left ... hahax...

29 dec- t0dae went 0ut with l0vers , chang and wei jun ... hahax... it was a mem0rable one ... tuh celebrate wei jun's bdae !!! hahax... ya ... den we t0ok mrt tuh bed0k den t0ok bus t0 east c0ast... hahax... t0ld my secretz t0 my l0vers... g0nna break d0wn s0on but i kn0w they will be dere fer me and rescue me 0ut frm this bl00dy ag0ny... den reached east c0ast den we went tuh eat mac ! hahax... den walked n g0 find wei jun and chang .... they t0ld us we hab tuh walk 1 hr den reach leh ! wah ! den we decided t0 rent bikes frm the 0ne we promised we will cum back ... s0 gd sia !... keep 0ur promise ... but he lied ... sae wat $3 is $6 l0r ! peskii ... it was s0 tirin wen we found them ... tired... den the aqua playgrd was s0 ... ex ! den we decided t0 g0 back t0 mac... hahax... poor wei jun n chang hab tuh walk back . s0 we decided t0 ride t0 jetty n take f0tos ... yea... we hab l0ts of fun at the jetty... den we r0de back tuh macs... my sh0es were spoiled ! ar ! den i t0ok chang's slipper ... hahax... n0 choice ar... den we went tuh return our bikes while changn jun l0oked after my third crown bao bao by lays and my slipper ... hahax... den afther returnin the bikes , we went tuh hab our sh0wer ... 50 centz lehs... peskii ... den poor chang hab to carry my slipperz n pressie fer me ... thx ya ! hahax... s0memore his slipper is with me ... den afther sh0wer , we meet dem again ... hahax... saw chang still carryin my slipper ...wat kind s0ul ... den i threw my slippers away ... and w0re chang's slipper tuh orhard ! ar... weird matchin ! den 0n the way , we ran fer bus n i l0st my clip ! s0b ! nvm ... haha... den we t0ok mrt tuh orhard... hahax... l0tz of luffin at the mrt ... wig? hahax... den me n chang exchanged 0ur bag... haha... dunn0 why , i liked his bag... hahax... dEn we exchanged it fer the wh0le day ... he even helped me take my pressie w/o ani grumble ! hahax... n0rt like jun ! hahax... jk ... den we reached far east n bought our clips ! finalli ... same as mUn de... i b0ught my sLippers t0o ... finallii found ... thx guys fer waitin fer me ... i m verii ch00sy ... hahax... den went tuh kfc ... me n mun n0rt g0na makan ! ... haax... den we hab l0tz of fun at the kfc... the smelL of coleslaw is like the smell of fart ! eek .... disgusted ... hahax... den afther tt , we went tuh heerenz and t0ok ne0s ... hahax... a peskii 0ne ... den afther tt , we decided t0 g0 k b0x ... den lays hab tuh g0 c d0c s0 we seperated with her n n0rt forgettin tuh give her 0ur l0vers' hug ... ya ... den went tuh cine's k b0x !... n0 k student de n it was ex ! s0 we decided t0 g0 j.E ... hahax... we reached jE... den we decided n0rt tuh sing k b0x lE... den we decided t0 watch chinese tall story ... chang , u promised me my kb0x kkz... dEn we stilL gt 1 hr tuh wait ... den we to0k f0tos n stuffz... hahax... den b0ught our f0od n went tuh the cine ... i was irritated and i can't concentrate on watchin the m0vie ... i was feelin damn d0wn and i juz feel like cryin ! sick n tired 0f everythin ... i wan it tuh end !!! overall , the m0viE was kinda nice ... den we went tuh take mrt... stilL dun wanna exchange back the bagz with chang and we waited fer the verii last min .... den we seperated 0ff... den dun feel like gg h0me ... s0 meet n0rman n br0 fer supper ... i onlii drank c0z i dun feel like eatin ... ya den went h0me ...

[[-glam0urous qUeen-]]- [ on the verge of breakin d0wn ... juz let everythin end ... right n0w ...]

Y Tuesday, December 27, 2005Y

5:14 AM

27 dec- w0ke up at 4 am plUs t0 studii physics... reallii psych0 lia0x... den went t0 meet lays n went tuh sch . tired ... hahax... den reached sch , crapped ar0und with my peeps and went fer the re-exam ... hmm... is tt a exam ? OMHIG0D... hahaha... *detailz missing* ... nvm ... den aftha physics re-exam , went h0me ... later gg 0ut wif michelle n l0vers ... ti0ng gt tuition cann0t g0 ... hmm... nvm ... 1st time , me n lays were earliier than dem ! HAHAX... den went tuh orchard... i was s0 high t0dae... mad lia0x... hahax... den it was rainin! ya ... den went tuh take ne0s... hahax... den went tuh far east n walk ... zara's perfume n that jacket dun hab le ! sianz !!! den went tuh bugis while mich went 0ff... hahax... it was s0 fun with her ... ya ... den went bugis... k0h was hungry like mad... ya ... den went tuh walk bugis village den g0 eat mac... i n0rt eatin ... * mind fulL 0f revenge * ya ! den sh0p sh0p , den went h0me... crappin in the mrt as usual hahax... l0ve l0vers l0tz... den managed tuh watch tiramisu ! ar ! tt guy is s0 hands0me !~ hahax... tmr mayb gg 0ut ... * revenge time *

`` [glam0ur0us queEn-]]-[ i feel cheated... is tt the truE euu ? ]]

Y Saturday, December 24, 2005Y

10:56 PM

24 dec 2005- t0dae is x'mas eve ... hmm... met n0rman n k0r earlier tuh buy x'mas gift b4 meetin yee mun , k0h wei , lydia and zhi ling ... gg t0wn tuh countd0wn fer x'mas !~ den we went tuh cine and aftha much hesitati0n , i finallii b0ught the pressiez fer dem ..den saw xin ya , fangies n irni ... . hahax... den i parted 0ff with n0rman n k0r c0z they meetin their frenz later den we meet again ... den meet mun n all and we went f0od republic tuh makan ... den saw wee kiat , willie n han wei s0 decided tuh g0 play tgt... den aftha eatin , juz nice met n0rman and alL... s0 we gave the preci0us seats tuh dem ... hahax... den we went 0ut n play first ... the sprayin was indeed irritatin but was fun at first !.... hahax...
den as time flies ... m0re n m0re ppl camE ! it was cr0wded like helL... we h0lded tight t0 each other but stilL we were l0st...
Th0se bloody bangala !! squeezin like helL !!! Bl00dyM0lester !!!!! they pushed my bag on the fl0or and i th0t i l0st my bag !! i cried n shouted like helL and ii was pushed on the fl0or... luckily , willie f0und my bag... phew... or n0rt i will go mad ... ! thanks willie !... den as i fell on the fl0or, it was damn scary ... th0se BLOODY bangala were makin use of the chance ! IDIOT !!! lucky wee kiat was there.... Ty wee kiat !.... finallii me n wee kiat get 0ut of the BLOODY crowd and we saw n0rman and alL... but we l0st the rest ~! n0rman was with k0r , ivan , ivan's bro , soon leng n zha0 mu . they were sh0cked tuh see me cry ... ar . pai seh ... den they helped me sh0ut fer the rest but it was too noisy ... we st0od up tuh the top n search fer them... * we juz couldn't find dem !~ den we saw lydia cumin 0ut frm the crowd... she was al0ne ... lucky some gd ppl n0rt like th0se BAngala !!! helped her out frm the crowd n f0und us .. phew... den left willie , han wei , k0h , mun n ling... den finally network is n0rt bz n we got thru dem !... they came out frm the crowd and saw k0h cryin ... ar... same bl0ody shit bangala !!! den hugged k0h n b0th cried ... juz felt s0 ... haix... den i gt over it and started my revenge !~... I told n0rman's gang n alL t0 spray wen saw bangala !~ th0se tt irriated us ! ... it may seemed racist but ... shit l0rx !... f0rget it ... hahax... den we get l0tsa fun th0u k0h stiL felt sad...hmm... den willie l0st his mp3 n han wei l0st his wallet... tt was s0 unlucky... den we went tuh search fer his wallet but cann0t be found anim0re... expected ... haix... den i went off with n0rman they all while mun they alL went tuh the police station n report... it was 3 plus am den ... tired... den we went tuh cine and slacked... ya ... ivan was mad ... mr poker ! st0p ur pokin l0r ! hahax... den yee mun they all came tuh find us .. we were all s0 tired... it was 5 plus am in the mornin ... ar... stiL at cine... den aftha dat ,we parted 0ff ... mun they alL went tuh take mrt while we alL went tuh take bus ... it was raining heavily !!!! ar... c0ld !~ den we ran tuh the bus stop ... ar... c0ld like hell ... den ivan their bus camre first ... s0 gd... den me , norman n k0r decided tuh take cab h0me ... see ~ ! WASTED the time waitin fer bus , in the end took cab... hahax... den reached hm about 6 plus tuh 7... tired... l0tz of details missin ** lazii tuh elaborate ...
thankz k0h weii fer buyin me the crown pill0w , thx yee mun fer the crown necklace , thx zhiling fer da ch0co n lydia fer the verii cute card n s0ckies... hahax... al0s wanna thx willie , wee kiat fer savin me ! hahax... thx han wei , k0r , n0rman , ivan , s0on leng , zha0 mu , l0uise fer makin this x'mas diff fer me ...

25-dec- MErry x'Mas !~!! t0dae gt tuition ! lays cumin back le !~ ... wanna telL her bout alL the bloody bangala thingy !!!.... later havin a small party at h0me ...

[[-glamourous queEn-]] -a small gesture 0f urs will make me gonna start all over again...

Y Thursday, December 22, 2005Y

9:38 PM

21-dec- went 0ut with n0rman n br0 t0dae...den saw walter n carine twice... hahax... is there smth ... hmm... den went t0 pierce ear wif him. hahax... that's was a funnii one... i pierce t0o at my upper ear... i shld nort hab done s0... nvm... *details l0stz* den went tuh kb0x... hahax... been wantin tuh d0 s0 ... hahaha... we had l0tz of fun ... hahax... den we went tuh t0wn ... didn't buy anithin... ya... den walk walk until nites.... itz was onlii 10 plus den... dun feel like gg h0me... haha... den went tuh cine ... saw a ah gua played para para... he was GREAT at it !~... he gt 1st lehs... impressed... but his m0ves n actions ? i was luffin hard... *bad* ... n0rman t0o l0r ! hahax...den i changed my ear stud tuh ear stick ... it pain like hell.... ar.... n0rman's one was easy l0r... den nth else tuh d0 went tuh meet n0rman's frenz n play pool... shld i sa3 watch pool.? hahax... nvm... den ivan intr0 his gf n fren tuh me... haha... tt's was funnii*details l0stz* den tok tuh mun on the hp ... c0z nth tuh d0 mahs... hahax... den went tuh eat with n0rman , br0 and all0y... hahax... their supper t0ok th0usandz 0f yrs tuh cum l0r...hahax.... den we decided tuh g0 out again tmr tgt... hahax...den saw chengxi frm star id0l ... he n his gf were like stickin like superglue ... s0 peskii.... t0ok taxi h0me... it was going tuh be 3 am ! oh my ... late !~

22 dec - went 0ut again t0dae... haahx... accompanied br0 n n0rman tuh cut hair ... hahax... b4 tt , there are funni thingz tt happened at the bus stop... hahax... :X ... den first time saw br0's hair s0 punk siia ... unbelievablE... hahax.... den the girl said $19 each ... den dunn0 is br0 listen wrongly or wat , he gave $100 !! omg !! i was sh0cked and n0rman was luffin real hard ... haha... he became the j0ke of da dae... haha... den we went queensway.... searchin fer sotong balls ... haha... finalli found it s0 happii... den saw am0s... ar... pai seh ... my mouth was like eatin until s0 messy... verii pai seh ...den sae hi le faster run away ... hahax... all0y didn't went out wif us ... bec0z of n0rman's Super sl0w hp... haha... sent a sms , next dae den recieve... hmm.... den br0 paid half fer a shirt tt i liked... i liked tt shirt damn l0tz... hahax... esp the words on it ... yea... hahax.... den we gt nth tuh d0 again ... hahax... den we went bukit timah again ... haha.... den n0rman sae wan tuh teach me play pool den we went up ... haha... muz check ic ar...! s0 went d0wn t0 macs and eat while waitin fer ivan t0 cum... hahax.... me n n0rman were verii br0ke ... s0 n0t much places tuh g0 ... den ivan came ... we were all crappin n takin ph0tos... haha esp n0rman ... peskii 0ne... den we went tuh 7 miles n makan ... hahax.... the ba ch0 mee sux ... n0rt nice de... hahax... den we were crappin sayin tt my m0m shld marry tuh ivan's dad n alL... ahhax... peskii... c0z we gt the same family backgrd... ar crapz... hahax... was luffin s0 much wif dem ... hahax... den went back n they decided tuh play cs... first time in hist dat they nid t0 wait... haha.. ya ... mayb bec0z of me ... hahax... den they play ... haha... i surf the internet... b0-ring siia ... den n0rman ask me play cs... ar... itz was tedi0us ... i can't contr0l th e m0use ... den ended up , n0rman used 2 hands n contr0l b0th his mouse n mine... hahax... den went up and play pool... n0rt 16 yet s0 muz g0 in frm the back d0or.... ar... den the d00r there wr0te , CHILDREN bel0w 16 are n0rt all0wed... children sia !! stupid l0rz... angrii ! * haha... den watched dem play pool as usual hahax... den afther tt , i g0t to play haha ! while n0rman is playin bubble puzzle... haha... the white ball went in twice sia !!! ar... why liddat ! s0rry ivan ! hahax... ya he shld be happi like wat he said ... haha... s0 l0usy at dat ! Den went back n played my bubble puzzle ... sianz... hahax... th0u we were still crappin... hahax... *details l0st* haha
i want tuh say a BIG thank y0u tuh mr pesky fer sms-in and kept me accompany... Hahahax.... den t0ok taxi hm as usual... ya ... it was late agin !~ 2 am sia !... m0m was awake ... hahax... den tmr hab tuh stay at h0me muggin .... s0bz....

23-dec- i m b0red !!! muggin time !~ physics . sianz... 2 m0re dayz tuh x'mas n 4 m0re days tuh physics examz... ar.... s0 fast !!!~ tmr meetin my peepz le ! s0 excited !~....

[[-glam0ur0us queen-]] -[ even t0wards the end , ii still unable t0 tell u the way i feel...]]

Y Tuesday, December 20, 2005Y

6:55 AM

18-dec- set 0ff tuh genting le... this time is slightly diff c0z n0rman's frenz are gg with us... ya... this was a once a yr trip fer our big family ... w0ke up verii earlii and went tuh t0ok da bus tuh genting ... i was slpin alm0st the wh0le journey there... i m tired... hahax... den reached there bout evenin... the first dae was kinda b0rin... c0z... n0rman was with his frenz and his br0... s0 kinda anti-s0cial at first fer me... s0 went tuh first world n sh0p with m0m , aunts n uncles... ya... den b0ught a shirt n skirt... den went back tuh h0tel and slp... slp? waste time ... den went fer dinner aftha that ... we ate kfc... uncle was funnii all the way ... hahax... den went tuh be a star and sing ... hahax... sing n sing... hm... it was fun ... den went tuh buy chicken wings at dat cafe... n0w n0rt gd de... n0 drunstick lia0 onlii the wing ! cheat $$ sia... hmmph ! slEPT at 3 am ... tired...
19-dec- woke up kinda earlii and went tuh eat breakies with family n n0rman's frenz... we ate r0ti-prata... s0 fulL... ya ... den set 0ff tuh kL... bryan , norman's fren , left his f0ne on the taxi ! omg... den m0m called back and the taxi agreed 0n cumin back if 20 bucks is given ! wat shit l0r... money-minded ... angrii ... den b0ught stuffz fer l0vers... ya... nth much tuh buy lehs... sianz one... all n0t suitable fer me ... onlii bought 2 shirtz n 1 pantz nia... haix... den boUght chicken little stuffz... s0 cute... i l0ve it l0tx... chicken little r0x ! yea... den it was rainin whilE we were waitin fer taxii... 0ur taxis were late ! ya ... den there was the guy ran acr0ss the r0ad and splashed the rain water 0n me and mr sing song ... den went back fer our big family dinner ... yummy ... hahax... den went back tuh h0tel r00m aftha buyin sum stuffz... c0ol... den wasn't tired at alL... was kinda high !~ S0 went out with br0ther , c0usinz and n0rman's frenz... it is teens' gatherin ... hahax... finallii ... we wanted tuh g0 tuh pub ... but we were all under 18 or i say 17 ! s0 we were like loiterin 0utisde den wen we decided tuh g0 in , the guard asked fer i/c ! hmmph... unluckii... haix... den we went tuh first world fer a walk... alm0st all sh0ps were cl0sed... hahax... den bryan was tokin bout ear piercin ... he said it was pain ... hahax... pain? n0 bahs...s0 proud bout my piercin n0w aftha they said it was pain! hahax... gurls braver ... den we went back tuh cafe fer a Drink... hahax... at first , i wasn't counted t0 drink , aftha that they n0rt enuff ppl s0 they counted me in... s0 peskii... den ii drank 0ne b0ttle 0f heineken all by myself ~! hahax... pr0ud** ... face wasn't red at alL... jay's face was verii red... hahax... we were like luffin n t0okin all the way... hahax... den went out t0 hab a bl0w... it was c0ld... hahax... n0rman gave me his jacket... it was huge... hahax... den we went tuh hab a walk to first world again... luffs... *details* den went back tuh h0tel r0om... it was late... i hab fun tonite ... hahax... c0ol... the frenz were like all verii funnii... juz can't stop luffin at times...
20-dec- tired... gg h0me le... hahAz...finalii... b4 tt , went tuh sh0p and bought my last shirt of the dae... hahax... den went back t0 hotel n packed... den went tuh hab lunch ... it was kinda nice... ya... den went tuh take the bus... hahax... cynthia sis n i was sittin in front 0f n0rman n gang... b0th of us were like... omg... kara0ke? they were singin like mad... hahax... hints were given tuh MR sing song... dunn0 h0w to spell his name... hahax... told him tt he can dun sing le but he insisted... hahax... den watched m0vies on the way... kinda b0red... times flies... aftha yong peng , jay found tt he l0st his wallet... oh my... he left on top of his bag n it was l0st... ya... den had a search... aftha tt , zhi wei f0und at the back whEre the driver is slpin... *suspicious* ... hahsx.. nvm ... den finally , parted n went h0mE... h0me swit h0me..**

[[ glam0ur0us queen-]]- mem0ries are meant tuh keep in the hartt.... juz dunn0 h0w tuh spelL it out...

Y Saturday, December 17, 2005Y

12:27 PM

17 dec - t0dae iis da "mixed feeling" dae... hmm... haha... happii , excited , angrii and fed up ! hahhax... ya ... t0dae woke up in da m0rnin and went tuh sch t0 buy my sch b0oks with m0m n sheryl ... den went t0 pick up martin and went tuh two way t0 cut hair ... but unf0rtunately , dere are l0tz of ppl ... and we saw a post sayin that there is another branch at far east s0 we headed dere instead... 1) we took a taxi there - $11.30 . den reached there and we could n0rt find tw0 way ... den we went tuh eat ! my fave ! haha ... den search fer hair sal0on... arh... all s0 ex ! 30 plus bucks... s0 decided t0 head back t0 two way at jurong... 2) we took taxi back - $11.30 ....i b0ught my colour contact le ! grr... den we waited fer 4 h0urs tuh get our hair cut !!! ah... we were all fed-up !~ esp me ! hahax... cann0t blame c0z it iz juz takin t0o l0ng... shopping time is shorten !... sob... den finally g0t my hair cut ! hm... shld i sae i like it ? ... n0rmal bahz... abit t0o short nia... den munzii came n meet us ... den we headed t0 bugis . 3) we took taxii t0 bugis -$15.30 ... arh ! total : we took taxi thrice a dae ! wat the ... hmm... i spent al0t on that ! den went tuh village den meet my cousin n0rman .... n we went bugis cafe n eat .... it was n0rt verii gd... esp mart n n0rman's peach tea ! hahax... it was h0t ! and .... they hab t0 mix the packet of peach wateva themselves ! oh my... hahax... den we were like luffin thru out our dinner... hmm... hahax... den went tuh parc0 n took ne0s... wat a lousy n ex machine... n0 sound de and it was n0rt high at alL... and all the ne0z turned out tuh be ... n0rmal onlii ! den sheryl could n0rt find her bag den we again went back tuh village ! we bought the same bag but diff.colour... i like my bag ! hahax... den went tuh the mrt station ... guess wad i saw... i saw WEI JIAN DERRICK waitin fer taxi at the taxi stand !!! OMG !!! AH !! gg mad ... actualli wanted tuh take ph0toz... but i was like .. hmm... veii pai seh l0r !!! den sheryl cried bec0z i pulled dem back wen they wanted t0 approach wei jian n take f0tos !! but tuh me , seein wei jian is alrd everythin! hahax !!! he s0 hands0me even he is b0tak !hahhax... he was with his cap !.... hahax... can't get over my excitement ! ... hAHax... but s0rry tuh sheryl ... s0rry... den on the mrt , we were luffin like mad again bec0z of n0rman... he is juz t0o FUNNI... hahax... can't stand !~ den went tuh yew tee... me , sheryl n mart decided tuh play a prank on norman... h0r ... he is afraid 0f cat ... s0 while walkin h0me , we shouted " CATS " , he ran like mad ... me , mart , sheryl was stunned and we luffed hard ! real harD !!!... hahax... it was the funniest !!! hahAHaz.... HAhAx... den finallii reached h0me... i m tired... tmr gg gentin le... h0pe i can get stuffz for my l0vers and peepZ and N0Rt forgettin naz de... ya... x'mas cumin and EXAM t0o... sianz... hAhax...

[[-glam0urous qUeen-]] -[[ i'm falling fer euu ... but someh0w , euu didn't n0e... u r juz livin in regretz.... ]]

Y Friday, December 16, 2005Y

8:47 AM

15-dec - s0rry ... nv realli sae bout wat happen ytd other then the peskii matter tt happen ... earlii in the m0rnin , as usual , went tuh work... i m tired... but we were fast and did our work fast enuff... hahax... we get reallii serious at times ... i n0e h0w to fold roses !! arh... first time n0e h0w to do such thing ! thx t0 sheryl !.... hahax... g0na fold and gib my l0vely peepz... h0pe they like it ! iz my eff0rt kkz... ermz... hahax... den went tuh meet woody aftha work... ya g0t half of my pay ! hahax... kinda happy . but nv buy anithin wen meet wood g0 walk walk... den went h0me kinda earlii ... ya while we were walkin h0me , ii bought ben n jerry ice cream... wanna try why mun like it s0 much... ya it was nice... haahx... den on the way , we saw a uncle at his hse , t0p naked DEN suddenly wood sae call the police... hahax... it was like ... verii funnii... hahax.... ya ...den reached h0me... tired... tmr g0nna work t0o...

16 dec - went tuh w0rk ... ermz... ytd slept at 2 again !!! tired... hahax... den durin worktime , i folded the wh0le packet of roses... proud 0f myself... hahax... secretly de...hahax... den did l0tz of filin t0dae... ermz... tired... shall nort say much bout details ... den gt my full pay fer this week ! haha... kinda happii** ... den went tuh ah ma hse and eat ... den went tuh church fer confession ... saw l0tz of ppl ... and peepz frm church ... hahax... l0ng time nv see dem le but nv gt the chance t0 tok al0t coz rushin h0me t0 watch rainb0w connection . the endin was kinda disappointin ... ya ... den sheryl came my hse t0 overnite... martin?? he is sick but tmr we gona hab oUr cousinz date ! hahax... cuttin hair tgt tmr t0o ... c0ol... excited bout tmr ! hahax... 18 dec g0na g0 tuh gentin le ... ermz... going to miss nutcracker performance and kenji's autograph session ! grr... s0 sad... haix... ya ... x'mas cumin !!!~ great !

[[-glamourous quEen ]] - [[ i think i l0ve euu ... i'm falling f0r euu ... but ... ]]

Y Thursday, December 15, 2005Y

7:01 AM

15 dec - ii m sick n tired... why wud u wan t0 mess up our lives ? isn't it enuff? get 0n with ur own life , own family , own wife , own daughter... dun make me hate u 0nce m0re... i m sick 0f hating... i th0t i hab put d0wn the hatred against euu c0z u still my best daddy... i dun wan tuh hear all this shit and change my opinion t0wards euu ... but m0m is tired enuff... she is real tired... she g0na break d0wn anitime . l0okin at this family , i juz feel sad fer m0m... she is the victim... dun hurt her and my br0ther... grr...

`` [ - n0 use regrettin fer wat ch0ices i made... i gave it up s0 n0w... juz learn t0 forget ... ]

[[ i HATe myself !! ]]

Y Wednesday, December 14, 2005Y

6:01 AM

14 dec - ytd nite slept at 1 am plus .. s0 late... hahax... l0okin fer chair liftin fer tt peskii... hmm... ya... ermz... den woke up s0 earlii and set 0ff tuh work... ii m tired n n0rt iin the m0od at alL... ya... den eat al0tz siia... g0d ! fat ! den started gettin serious... aw... al0t lehs... den managed t0 finish and we slacked... hmm... iz we did all the stuffz fast s0 we shld get sum rest ...hahax... pesky ... den d0 maths hw.. secretly** ... oops... n0 choice scared sch reopen cann0t finish ... physics h0w?? sure die... ai y0oo... den went tuh ah ma hse fer dinner.... saw melanie ! she is s0o cute ... den managed t0 watch star id0l... albert verii cute... verii i mean ... his actin improved ... haha**.... ya... den n0w at h0me... tmr nid tuh waKe up earlii... i m tired ! ... haix... I HAB NOT get my pay** ! ...

`` Ah !!!! albert 0ut !!!! sad !! his actin improve l0tz l0r.... everii0ne th0t he will in ... ar shit ! he is 0ut !! s0 .... unfair !!! grr.... angrii like hell !!!

``-[[ glamourous queen]] ... [ l0ve dun cum twice... i missed it ... that's it ... ]]

Y Tuesday, December 13, 2005Y

3:21 AM

12 dec - m0n- aw... w0ke up verii earli t0dae n set off fer work... i m tired... Zzz... den i was high... luckii i hab sheryl tuh accompany me... 0r n0rt i will be ... like... d0zin 0ff or hab t0 d0 everythin by myself... den aftha that , we slacked ... ermz... ya slacked ... hahax... we were playin all s0rts of toopid games n makin noise !.. arh... s0 pesky... hahax... den, 6 plus , went t0 meet yee mun at plaza sing ... i didn't g0t my pay ! hmmpf ! angrii ... nvm... den went tuh eat ... s0 fattenin... mun's hand was terrible ... hahax...scarii in the sense... ppl are lookin** ... hmm... den could n0t get anithin at ps s0 went tuh bugis... run run** ... it was late ... den went tuh bugis village ... followin my shoppin list**... hahax... ya ... b0ught a shirt n pants... like it l0tz... and b0ught my necklace ~!!! s0 happii !.... finally... cuz me n mun was the last customer s0 we gotta discounts... cheers ! hahax... n0nsense** ... mun bought a bag... she is mad bout iit... hahax...

13 dec - tue - t0dae was my day off... hahax... ya went 0ut with r n m ... ya... den went t0 national library ... my maths sux... ya... can't teach anithing much... s0 sorry ... hahax... ya... we were luffin all dae... luffin hard ** me esp... den after tt , went t0 eat mac... hahax... luffin abiit t0o over i guess... * missing * hahax... den went home... later gt tuition...
ii m workin all dae... except t0dae**... can't g0 out with peeps le... onlii at nites... bz bz... sundae gg genting ... ya... will get smth fer my peeps... naz , i rmb urs... hahax.. tmr gt tuh work as well. hope i get my pay !~...

``[[ glamour0us queen ]] - why d0 i felt this way? h0pes nv cum twice... i l0st ...

Y Sunday, December 11, 2005Y

3:57 AM

11-dec- nth happened t0dae... the hand rottin gurl is still at my hse slackin.... and rotting... hahax... in da aftern0on, i printed our the ph0tos le... muz see my f0to album wen cum my hse kkz... hahax... ~ ! ya... nth else... tmr w0rkin... tired.tired. juz sum thots ... i mean tt aren't we frenz m0re impt? g0sh... u guys changed the date c0z a guy can't make it... wat about we gurls? izzit ok tt we gurls can be nort around ? n0rt as impt as the guys? i m pissed seriously...

``[[ glamourous queen ]]

Y Saturday, December 10, 2005Y

7:22 AM

Da l0vely dolphin !~
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7:20 AM

Da jelly fish !~
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7:19 AM

g0ne back t0 past !
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7:17 AM

Munzii's rottin hand ~!!!
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2:37 AM

[[ continued versiion ]]
10 dec - woke up in da m0rnin 6 am plus... tired.tired. arh... nvm ...den went tuh sent0sa with mom n munzii tuh help out in the children's home activity at sent0sa... ya... s0 gd !... ahem... den first , saw all the children... erm... n0rt exactly children... m0st of dem are 14 -17 yrs old... ya... they kinda hab a sad family background... their parents hab all means of difficulties and tt the court hab t0 send the children t0 children h0me... sad rite? haix... den went tuh underwater world... hahax... saw jellyfishes !!! hahas... my species ! den saw all the fishes swimming around... headache !~ hee... saw sharks and dugong and nem0 !~ hahax... den went tuhz dolphin lag0on !!! pink dolphins are real cute !~ luv dem ... hahax... they are reallii s0 loving... ya... den we hab a ph0to session with the dolphin !! yeah ! hahax... g0t tuh touch them ! s0 cute !~ hee.... LovE dOlphins... den had our lunch... nortt tt nice l0r... n0 fulL at alL ! aftha lunCh , went tuh sky t0wer... t0ok the ride up... headache again!~ hahax... den the best part was tuh g0 images of s'pore !!!! cam n0rt realli hab batt den can't t0ok much ph0tos... the exhibits were c0ol ! fer phototakin i mean ... hahax... den went back fer the share session ... me n munzii got to get the christmas pressie frm the companii... hahax... cute stuffs esp the fish cushion... hahax... den there is one particular boii calLed nicholas... he is onlii 6 yrs old... he is s0 cute .... heard tt he came t0 children h0me 6 mths ag0... s0oo.... s0 sad... but he iis s0... cute ... why... aiya... den suppose t0 take the chairliftin... in the end nv gt the chance ! s0 disappointed !!!! den had a tiff with mommy , n0w still nort ok yet ... haix... den cried on da way h0me... haix... f0rget iit.......sad nvm ... den lata think gg out tuh eat with m0m n munzii again !!!! ya ... ok back frm dinner ... ya went t0 causeway for dinner with m0m n munzii... we ate SAKAE SUSHI ! omg ! hahax... ya... den me n munzii went to shop while mom g0 find her stuffs... i bought l0ts of chicken little stuffs !!! haha s0 happii ! ~ flyin 0ver da m0on... ya and bought rain's stuffs t0o... happii... ya... den tired n0w... munzi's hand is r0ttin !!! ah ! she is n0w at my hse... hand is rottin like a ... dyin l0g... pls look out fer her rottin hand's foto... Onlii can be seen in my bl0g ! YEa ! ok... [[ end ]]

``[[ glamourous queen ]]

Y Friday, December 09, 2005Y

8:00 AM

9 dec- t0dae woke up kinda late ... den used the com 4 a while... den michelle called den started d0llin up den went 0ut with her... hahax... waited fer s0 long le... heex... den went t0 heerens first... t0ok ne0s... hahax... t0 naz : i went tuh take the same machine at heerens lehs... but n0rt rich lehs... -secret- ... den aftha takin ne0s , went cine b0ught my kapo comestic pouch... den went shoppin... wind0w shoppin bahs... these 2 days , i onlii spent $14 in t0tal... waH... can't believe iit... den went tuh zara...and i accidentalli stepped on this stupid woman's slipper and she gave me a stupid l0ok wen i hab said sorry fer at lEAst 3-4 times... She was scoldin me like some kind of.... as if i care ! N0rt on purpose kkz ! den saw the zara girl perfume ! Wah... the best smell ever... hahax... ii want tuh buy... !~ den went tu far east and mich was searchin fer pants... can't finD anithing ! den went tuh wisma... went tuh ebase... finallii she found her pants but ... n0 size ... d0ts.... think she gg tuh other branches... den finallii found the jacket i want ! $58 ! Ah !! EX! but is like .... damn nice !.... save money n earn more !!~ work hard frm n0w... den went tuh food republic with mich tuh makan ! t0 buy one bowl of noodles , i spent like 30 mins or even more linin up ! Wah angrii...... den eat le , went h0me n meet yee mun ! She is bAck !!! hahax... s0 tanned and her voice was s0 sexy ! hahax... den accompanied her t0 mom's clinic... haha s0 happii can see the hands0me d0c !! hartt melted... see the way he bandaged mun's hand and stuffs... he kept sayin s0rry... s0 hands0me ! haha... but poor mun was in pain! hahax... den she had t0 take a jab !!! 0Mg... den she was like screamin with the sexy voice and movin around like a worm.... hahax... den i was dere takin vide0 of her !!!! but I FORGOT TO SAVE ! GRrr.... den it was kinda ex ! $50 !!!! oh mY ! the d0ct0r was s0 kind ... he excluded the bandage cost... s0 sweet ! hahax... ! he smiled at me !!! hahax... ok enufff !! den n0w munzii is stayin overnite at my place... hahas... den tmr we gg sent0sa ! helpin out nia ! but can c dolphin and all ! hahax... CAN take l0ts of f0tos !!! wonderfUl.... HAHAx... !

``[[ - glamour0us quEen -]]

Y Thursday, December 08, 2005Y

7:09 AM

08-dec- FINALLY ... haha... went 0ut with naz.... we were like gossip.gossip.gossip. hahax... c0ol... den we went t0 heeren and t0ok ne0s... haha... and den we became RICH**...-secret-... hahax... den we went t0 cine and eat ... naz was s0 Rich tt she treated half price 0f my meal... hahax... Rich le mahs... -secret- .... den on da way t0 far east , we saw a lady dat fell... we were like s0 bad... luffing ! OH my ! hahax... and we were like luffin all 0ver !.... den went t0 surfbabe and saw a bag . we b0th were thinkin 0f buyin... hmm... den went t0 far east n sh0p . i b0ught nth t0dae... suppose t0 buy my necklace and i can't reallii find 0ne... maybe i will get the same cr0wn as my necklace n0w.... -faithful- ahaha... den seperated quite earlii c0z we both hab dinner wif family... den went tuh mom's office... waited fer her den went t0 eat dinner at baystreet with br0 n mommii... den we were like talkin s0 much... haha... den m0m wanted t0 buy me the cr0wn keychain but i rejected her kindness... hahax... c0z is quite ex. nvm i will g0 buy wen i free... den actualli wanted t0 g0 k b0x with c0usinz but juz t0o tired... s0 went h0me l0r... tmr gg out again... w0oo...

`` [[ i g0tta my 0wn style and i will walk my way... ]]

Y Wednesday, December 07, 2005Y

3:02 AM

6 dec- went 0ut with lays t0dae t0 queensway first while waitin fer k0h... she gt gb ... den walked around and bought a earring.! is t0O big l0r ! money wasted ! haha.... den searchin fer my c0usin's bdae prezzie . nth found at queensway ... onlii spent 2.90 on earring... n0wadays , suddenly , i dun feel like spendin money .... say say nia...
den headed t0 bugis... ermz... k0h wei came ... i b0ught a bag... dere is a crown on it ! haha... i l0ve it t0 bits !!!! hee ! c0ol... den found my cousin's pressie.... finally... tirin... and saw the cr0wn thingy ! I wan tuh buy !!! wait fer me ya... haha...
went t0 ah ma hse fer sheryl 's bdae dinner.... haha ... s0 high t0dae ! playin with ah g0ng ! ah g0ng was smilin s0 much t0dae !!! haha.... i l0ve tt feeling !.....
7 dec - HAppii bdae sheryl !! sick t0dae... supp0se t0 g0 out de... but i m sick... s0rry ya... think dey are angrii ... oops... but i m sick .... nvm... t0dae rest the wh0le dae . h0pe ii m fine tmr ... gg out with naz tmr ... illness all sh0o kkz...

`` [[ h0pe ii didn't gt t0 noe s0 much... ]]

Y Sunday, December 04, 2005Y

11:31 PM

5 dec - munzii left fer 0bs camp le... s0b.... t0dae dun feel lyke gg aniwhere s0 went tuh ah ma hse... saw melanie... she brighten up my day... she is s0o cute... haha.... den play with moii cousins and all... haha i l0oked like a 3 yr old kid... haha .... ya... den l0vers call me 0ut , think they kinda miss me but ii dun feel like gg out s0 gg 0ut with dem tmr... haha.... n0w still thinkin bout certain matters... tired brain...

I did my best
But I guess my best wasn't good enough
Cause here we are back where we were before
Seems nothing ever changes
We're back to being strangers
Wondering if we oughta stay
Or head on out the door

Just once
can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong?
Why we never last for very long What are we doing wrong?
Just once
can't we find a way to finally make it right?
Make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it

I gave my all
But I think my all may have been too much
'Cause Lord knows we're not getting anywhere
Seems we're always blowing whatever we've got going
And seems at times with all we've got
We haven't got a prayer

[[ juz 0nce , i wanna cry iit all 0ut !........... ]]

6:03 AM

4 dec- t0dae iis a b0rin dae indeed... stayin at h0me ... sleep and sleep... like piG** haha... watchin stars award... Vincent gt iin t0 t0p 10 !!! hahax... congrats.... den n0w is the celebration after star award... Wei jian s0ooo hands0me... hahax... but stilL b0tak... Yee mun leavin tmr le... s0bx... haix... h0pe she cum back fast.... next week will be b0rin ! ~

`` i m s0rry... all i can is that... s0rry t0 hurt you t0o... is all my fault...ii m just confused at da m0ment...

Y Saturday, December 03, 2005Y

7:42 AM

3 dec - sat- w0ke up earlii in da m0rnin dunn0 why... haha... i m s0ooo tired... i accidentalli deleted all my inb0x messages !!!! Grrr... sad like helL... s0bx... mem0ries g0ne... sad siia... til n0w i juz can't get over iit... stupid girl ! den went out with lays n mun... accompany mun t0 buy her camp stuffs. she is leavin on m0n... s0bx... i will miss her l0ts... g0d , pls dun let anithing happen next week ... or n0t wh0 shall ii confide t0.... ah... ya... Mun , pls be back fast ! haha... 5 dec? wat will Happen ? i n0e is over... i juz wann sum h0pes... ytd nite was one but ii sort of gave iit up... stupid... ya... t0dae i wasn't high... s0rry l0vers... tmr k0h will be back ! hahax... ya... tmr will be beta !!! yea...

l0ve chicken little l0ts... hahax... s0 cute ! woody , dun u dare c0ok iit kkz... haahx... chicken little is s0 cute... w0oo.... hahax...

`` ii h0pe my mind wun think of euu ... i dun welc0me it anim0re...

Y Thursday, December 01, 2005Y

7:34 AM

`` i m tired of ur n0nsense once again.... i h0pe tt i nv hab met u again... U r treatin me in da way u wann ... wat bout th0se fickin msg... u made me sick !!! i reallii wanna hate u fer all my life !... th0t u hab changed... wat naive thinkin... i m wrong ... utterly wrong...

[[ hartbr0ken... can anione save me ? ]]