.: g0odbyes really are f0rever;

Y Tuesday, January 31, 2006Y

6:43 AM

31.01.06 - t0dae is third dae of new yr and my last dae 0f h0lidae . haix ... ytd went tuh watch i n0t stupid 2 with c0usinz n family . hahax. we watched the midnight one and was full hse ! 0mg ~ the sh0w was verii nice n touchin ~ ... FUNNII as well ... hahax... laughed like mad . den reached hm bout 2 plus ... tired...
w0ke up at 8 plus n get readii ... meet shikin they all at b0on lay station . i was s0 earlii ~ n0 one came yet . den shikin came .den the others came . ya den took mrt tuh je tuh jacklyn's hse . the tw0 peskiis , shikin and ralvin are f0rever teasing bout the bata thingy . s0rry o i n0t wearin bata sh0es kkz !!! peskii ... den we luffed and crapped at jacklyn's hse . ralvin , stop eating lehs ~! hahax... den i learnt h0w to play mahjong ... c0ol ... hahax.. had l0tsa fun luffin ~ ... den took taxi and mit l0vers , chang , dester , hadi , ivan and gary ... den we went tuh mun's hse . we started gamblin ~... ouh... i l0st ! peskii ... den i slept fer a while . all bec0z of chaNG ! irritating ~! den wood came ...den t0ok taxi tuh lays hse ... i was hungry like mad ... *details missing* den we ate steamb0at ... hAha... l0ts of luffin n crappin ~ ... peskii gary was like mAD...... VERii ... *details l0st* den went tuh lays r0om and started gambling ... hahax... ivan was mad t0o ~ omg ... den i l0st al0t of $$... k0h was winnin l0ts... s0 gd ~ w0od was as mad playing with the sword ... kana possess by smth liddat l0r... den he gave me 10 cents . wat kind s0ul . ty w0od. den after tt we took taxi hm ... tired...

[[-glamourous qUeen-]] -[[ itz reallii hard listenin things i dun wish tuh hear esp regardin euu n .... ]]

Y Monday, January 30, 2006Y

5:22 AM

29.01.06- earlii in the m0rnin went tuh bai nian as usual . this yr , there are sum places we didn't g0 . s0 ang ba0s als0 getting lesser... this yr ang ba0s n0t manii at all !~ hAhax... ec0n0my n0 gd sia. den ate al0t . aiy0 . den the last st0p went tuh big aunt's hse.. after eating al0t of duck meat , i win al0t in gambling ~ HAha... happii sia ... think is the duck meat? ouh... mad... t0dae was tiring ...

30.01.06- t0dae went tuh ah ma hse ... s0 manii ppl came t0dae... ya ... den continued with gambling . i l0st . haix ... bud it was fun bahs . nth t0 elaborate .

Y Sunday, January 29, 2006Y

9:01 PM

29.01.05- HAPPII NEW YR TUH EVERYONE ...

Y Saturday, January 28, 2006Y

4:29 AM

28.01.05- `` n0 man is worth ur tears , the 0ne tt is w0rth it will nv ever make euu cry .
ii m h0ldin back my tears hard . dun wann cry fer euu . s0 tt u r the 0ne tt worth it . guess tt's kinda silly ... my hartt is bleedin and cryin hard yet i hab tuh sh0w as if i m damn str0ng . s0rry i m n0rt . ii missed the chance and n0 way i g0na get it back c0z the heart has flew somewhere else . maybe to someone's hartt... ii n0e i will be fine . bud the m0ment i cl0se my eyees , i saw images of euu . euu are n0w haunting my life . bud d0 u even kn0w ? wat hab euu d0ne fer me ? All euu could give me is PAIN . u are the biggest heartbreaker . i dun wanna cry . i dun wan tuh let u n0e tt i m weak without euu . life will still m0ve on . til the day i dun l0ve euu anim0re . i dun regret l0vin euu . ii m juz tired t0 sway around with ur em0tions . dun l0ok int0 my eyes. all u can see is hurt , the br0ken me . dun talk tuh me . u will see tt i m shakin . n0w my world is dark . pls pulL me out frm this world if u truly care . 0r nort leave me al0ne . aLone .

wat a chinese new yr ...

n0 way tuh turn back anim0re .

Y Friday, January 27, 2006Y

7:46 AM

27.01.06- MAD MAD MAD ... ARGH ..... ii can reallii f0rget iit lE.... argh ... t0dae m0rning i was like beatin ppl fer nth ... c0z i m MAD. poor michelle was my victim . s0rry ya . den went fer less0n. w0od gave me the mian ba0 cha0 ren's ch0colate !!! hahax... den it is recess time ! i was MAD . s0rry peeps ... tt i ate the noodles in the m0st disgustin manner , i chewed it and sh0w it tuh u guys , i v0mitted my stuffs , i sh0uted , i pushed u hard and i irriate euu. s0rry c0z i m MAD . f0rgive my madness . den went fer ethnic festival perf0rmances . hahax... we were s0 high ! esp wen shikin danced ~ haha... cute .den went tuh find averil n decided to take cab . we waited fer l0ng fer 1 cab . den we shared cab with a gurl i dunn0 , shikin and averil . hahax ... den went tuh ah ma hse n change n stuffs . den saw melanie . she is s0 cute !! l0ve her l0ts. den went tuh meet k0hs n dia at jp ... ya den went off tuh bugis n orhard . i onlii bought 1 shirt ! tt's s0 like pATHETIC !!! den lays n dia went off first ... den left the k0hs , me n mun ... we 4 were like crappin and being mad .. luffin all day l0ng... hahax... it was a tirin dae... haix ... MAD one t0o ...

[[-glamourous queen-]]-[[ n0thhin is always fine , if euu believe in belief , then yr belief will turnn int0 miracles . i believed but euu proved me wr0ng !-]]

7:46 AM

Y Thursday, January 26, 2006Y

6:26 AM

26.01.06- tmr is 27.... my " g0ing mad " dae... s0 if i g0 mad ... treat tt ii m reallii mad ~!
t0dae will be the last dae of unhappiness... everything settled... finally ... cny cuming... hahax... t0dae m0rning learnt the 3 s0ngs... esp the chinese new yr song ... me n mich were like s0 high ... hahAx... den crap crap all the way... Qian knew boUt it le... 0mg ... clEver seh ~ ahem ! den after sch straight away rush hm with lays ~ took cab hm.... den went plaza sing t0 shop fer new yr cl0thes. nth found ~ shit.... den went tuh eat international buffet with m0m n br0 . it is our advanced renunion dinner ... yeps ... den we were tokin s0 mUch ... miss it l0tz... hahax... and i ate t0o much i guess... hmm... bad... den took 190 hm ... on the bus , i fell asleep on a malay guy ... s0rry ~ omg ! pai seh like helL !!! tt sh0ws h0w tired m i ... omg ...

[[-glam0urous qUeen -]]-[[ will that be 0ur end ....? wh0 is she ? -]]

Y Wednesday, January 25, 2006Y

5:22 AM

25.01.06- h0pe 27.01 dun cum by ... pls... or nort ii hab to join chang's club lia0s.... hahax... t0dae reached sch kinda earlii ... lays' eye was swollen ... p0or thing .... take care... den class was as usual ... ya ... thx ralv fer the ferrer0 ... 30 lehs ... eat til i dr0p ... i m mad todae... reallii mad. s0rry ... den went fer ch0ir fer 2hrs... ya ... den went tuh jp tuh eat my breakfast , recess , lunch cum dinner... wah ... with chang , mun , xian , eunice n lays ... we were crappin and luffing... with tt mad chang ~ omg ... den went hm ... tired... ii m g0na get myself int0 all the pain ... serve me right ... i dun like tuh share...
`` my dear fren ... stay str0ng ... i n0e itz hard tuh take it ... bud we will be there 4 euu ... take care t0o...

[[-glam0urous quEen-]]-[[ ii dun expect everything to be fine ... -]]

Y Tuesday, January 24, 2006Y

6:15 AM

24.01.06- hmm... t0dae was a tiring dae. ya . t0dae students frm zhongde sch in china came t0 our sch . hahax... the pri sch kids were s0 cute esp shibo and qiu yang . f0rgot t0 bring my ferrer0 t0 gib dem . wasted . den we took al0t of f0tos . hahax... ya . k0h veii was mad ... frank huh ... hahax... den went back tuh class . i was like tired . eyes cl0sing . hahax and i slept in a maths less0n . w0od n kim were like eatin happily . hahax... den wen mdm siti hajar came t0 ans our qns , me n lays will luff . s0 weird huh . recess is s0 sucky . crazii sch . n0 time tuh eat l0r . den after tt , sum things happen . huh lays . hahax... luff n luff ... hahax. den after sch , went fer chem . den after tt went back class . crap with chang they all . w0od 4eva thr0win the blue tack ! omg ... hahAx... den all waited fer mun . mani peeps' faces were black . cheer up guys ! den went hm . sianz . didn;t learn much in tuition . c0z i m tired. hahax....

[[-glam0urous quEen-]] - [[ i m falliNg deeper n deeper. wh0 is g0na pulL me out at the End with all the injuries 0n me ...? will ii cry ? -]]

Y Monday, January 23, 2006Y

6:13 AM

23.01.06- less0ns is b0rin ... hate pe... i m s0 tired... and my leg hurt like hell !... g0sh ~... den me n lays 4ever crappin ... t0 mun : i n0e tt even i dun say a thing , u will n0e i care... ya ... cheer up gurl ... den chien gave me a f0olscape ... s0 nice... thanks ~.... since l0ng , i haven eat my ferrer0 ... wooh... tmr the china frenz cumin tuh sch ... c0ol... den after sch , went tuh orhard with lays , wood n ivan ... hahax... s0 funnii the cap ... nvm... again ... i can't find my clothes !!! SIANz.... wood b0ught shirt again~ wah sia... hAhax...

[[glam0urous QuEen-]]-[[ i think i hab got use of the life with euu ... ]]

6:06 AM

22.01.06- sun - todae set alarm cl0ck ... wr0ng time... s0 didn't manage t0 g0 fer mass... baddies... den meet lays ... chang was late !~ ar-hUh ... me n lays were like ... waitin waitin ... arhs... den they came ! finallii ... hahax... my sh0e is hurtin ~ ya ... den t0dae went tpy kb0x with l0vers , wood n chang... b4 tt , we went to mac n eat... we are 4ever crappin ... hAhax... den reach k b0x... had great time luffin , singin , takin ph0t0s... hAhax... crappies ... den sing until 7 ... den went tuh far east... den took ne0s... haahx... funni sEh ~... den went searchin fer my cl0thes... NTH was found ! den went hm takin taxi ~ ... t0dae was fun !!

[[-glaM0urous queen-]]-[ h0pe u realli mean wat u say ? c0z the l0ve is gettin stronger each dae.... ]]

5:53 AM

21.01.06- sat - t0dae woke up kinda latE... haahx... ya ... den meet lays first ... i m 1/2 hr late ! SORRY gurls ... hahax... i m always late ~ ya ... den meet chien n mun ... den reach far east ... den eat my fav beef rice ... yummii ... den meet koh veii n her sis... her sis s0 cute .... haahx... n funNii ... den went tuh search fer cl0thes... bought my sh0es... i like it ... ya ~... deN can't find ani cl0thEs... saddies... den took ne0s... hahAx... den mun went hm earlii ... den k0h vei n chien start tuh g0 bonkers... den we went mac ... saw miss chen n her bf... den chien suddenly mad... made me spit my coke out like volcano... sia0x lia0x... den went searchin new yr cl0thes... NTH !! sad... den t0ok mrt hm ... t0ok f0tos again~ hahax... ya ...

[[glam0urous QueEn-]]-[[ baby ... i m s0rry tt i use the wr0ng way t0 luv euu]]

Y Friday, January 20, 2006Y

8:47 PM

20.01.06- fri ... - t0dae was a BAD dae fer me ... haix ... t0dae went sch as usual . den chi less0ns is still as b0rin ... hate it ! dEn had eng test . i sure failed... cann0t d0 ... dEn ss test... h0pe i pass this time ... PLS ! hahax... den smth happen after sch ... kinda guilty th0u after tt... den cca fair started ... we took f0tos ... funii 0nes... hahA... fun ..... addicted t0 shu xian's tongue thingy ~ hahax... chien hated it !! hahax... bud it was s0 fun ya ? hahax... den gladys was mad bout my Po0o0 thingy ... hahax.... she luffed like mad... ya ... den smth happened... haix.... thx peeps fer cheerin me up ... d0in s0 much juz tuh make me luff ... thx chien fer botherin t0 g0 out n buy ferrer0 fer me ... thx @link peeps ... sherna n z0e fer n0t blamin me and still cheer me up ... thx peeps fer givin me th0se encouragin hugs ... m0st imptly , thanks miss f0ng !!! i still s0 guilty tt u hab t0 say s0rry too bec0z of me ... thanks fer standin by me and n0t scoldin me fer wat i d0ne ... THanks miss f0ng !!
den after cca fair , t0ok l0tz of f0tos again ... mad 0nes !! ya !~ while waitin fer mr ernest... we even lied at the carpark ... s0 maddies... den t0ok f0tos with ernest .. hahax... den ral is mad... ai y0 ... den went tuh mun's hse... den we went tuh play swing and tok s0 much !~.... itz been l0ng ever since i t0k to her fer s0 l0ng ... den m0m came n pick me up den went tuh eat my DINNEr... hahax... with n0rman n k0r ... ya ...

[[-glam0urous Queen-]]-[[ thx frenz fer being there... -]]

Y Thursday, January 19, 2006Y

4:27 AM

18.01.06- t0dae... went tuh sch in the m0rnin... sianz ... den went tuh ava fer h0me at wwss... den we were l0okin at the f0tos taken durin the camp ... hahax... great time luffin ... den when walkin back to class , lays said smth and caused me t0 shout ! and we both shouted den kena by ms laura lau ! den our class is called back . bud she did n0rt yell at us . hmm ... lucky... hAhax... tt's was funni tuh me ... den went fer physics... mr ch0r came ! our first less0n with him...he tok t0o softly i muz say . ya ...
went fer chi less0n . hate tt ru hua l0r. scold scold scold ! shit lahs .... f0rever picking on us l0r ! eek ~ dun like her less0n seriously. s0 i read my b0ok n ign0red her ... bad student . dun f0llow...
den after recess . i didn't n0e we can't tok while walkin back ! den i was like tokin t0 ral n shikin ... and i gt caught !~ ... yea... by tt stupid g0h wh0 was damn bl0odii biased... den stood in the middle of the parade sq... den xin ya came al0ng ... she onlii said 2 words l0r ~ den we b0th were like luffin and the sickenin thing came ... a bunch of b0ys were tokin SO loudly and g0h actuallii let dem off... i was pissed 0ff t0tallii and i argued with him !! of c0z i l0st !~ ya f0reva !~ bud i still think tt wat i argued was rite !!! i m like s0 angrii !! gg mad ... den after sch , went tuh find LL with wood n lays ... findin like mad... den decided t0 g0 hm ... den we went jp ... den we went tuh eat the ice cream ... s0 nice ... yeas... den went tuh je t0 accompanii w0od buy his b0oks . den went tuh l0t one tuh wait fer m0m ... ya .. den me n lays were like mad... we t0ok ne0s... sick rite ~ ... hahax... den went hm fer my kfc feast... tmr gt 2 tests !~ sianz da0 ... arhs ...

G0H IS BIASED !!! G0 N DIE .

[[-glam0ur0us Queen-]]-[[ u were the 0ne this time... think itz gettin near tuh our end . dun hab t0 pretend s0 much fer my happi ending... ]]

Y Wednesday, January 18, 2006Y

6:42 AM

18.01.06- t0dae was a tiring dae... m0rnin cum to sch , as usual stomachache... shit l0r... den during p.e hab to run ... arhs !~ den yee mun stomachache was terrible den i gave her my pills... s0 kind hUh .... den went back fer chem ... did chem quiz ... den did experiment , the air was polluted... i had an attack again... it cuming t0o often ... den durin recess , chien gave me a b0x of ferrer0 ! s0 happii !~ hahax... thank euu .... Share de** ... den after recess , went back class... real tired...den went tuh china immersion meeting . ya after tt went h0me . haix ...

[[-glamourous quEen-]]-[[ all u wan is tt?? that is n0rt l0ve tuh me ...]]

Y Tuesday, January 17, 2006Y

6:18 AM

17.01.06- i began t0 be unclear 0f h0w ii feel ... my hartt will tend t0 w0nder and l0ok around and my hart will turn t0 the 0ne i shld n0rt hab turn s0 ... i n0e frm the b0ttom of my hartt where the line lies... the line tt will keep us apart and distant as well... ii will keep this t0 the end 0f my life... c0z i think i will n0rt say , i dun feel like saying c0z i m afraid tt saying will d0 nth.... c0z cl0sin my eyes wun f0rget ... wat the mind think ... let me hab the strength tuh stay c0z i dunn0 wat u are thinkin ...

- impossiblE....

4:50 AM

17.01.06- t0dae went tuh sch ... f0rgot t0 wear hse t shirt ! arhs... den callin ppl like mad... den me , lays n bens0n ran tuh fabien's hSe n take hse tshirt... hahax... s0 funnii... things happened 0n the way , i luffed like ... d0ts... den reached sch , dun dare t0 wear his shirt ... : x den shaun br0ught his new shirt fer me !! s0 happii ... thx shuan ... den after rev-up , went back class... tired n sleepy... arh shld n0t be mahs ! den durin chi less0n , make s0me0ne angrii ... baddies... s0rry ya !~ ahem ... den went fer recess ... eat the burger... i dun like it ! hahax... den went back class ... phy n0 teacher ... den i slept ... suddenly, hypervent ... g0sh ... cramps... eek ... den went fer chem ... s0 tired lehs... den gt amths n kim lee nearly fell d0wn ...den after sch , went tuh jp with hadi , chien and wood... hAhax... jzu can't st0p luffing... hahax... ya ... den 3 of dem bought ice cream... s0 nice... haha... i didn't buy and all i did was t0 eat theirs... hAhAx s0 c0ol... den after l0ts of laughters n craps , we went pasa malam... buy stickers... hahax... den it was rainin and we went back sch ... den went hm with lays mun they all ... kim lee was verii irritatin! i m n0rt the 0ne l0r ! peskii !!!! den reached jp... waited fer w0ods... den didn't went kfc in the end and went tuh take mrt... wah ... t0ok the test ... s0 accurate ! hahax... ya ... den reached hm... s0 tired.... arhs...

[[-glam0urous qUeen-]]-[[ ii dun wanna let g0 anim0re... i fall deeper n deepEr....thank euu ... ]]

Y Monday, January 16, 2006Y

6:26 AM

16.01.06- t0dae... we had our last dae 0f camp.... went tuh sch as n0rmal ... rushin fer the 20 words like mad... hahax... hear the p t0k n t0k... hAhax... den went fer our camp ... t0dae... learnt al0tz... we did speed-readin and stuffs... den went fer lunch break and saw isk !!! omg ~ haha... i m like gg crazii ... nv seen him frm grad till n0w... hahax... s0 happii...? hmm... haha ya ... den went back fer camp ... ya ... butt0cks achin ... hAhax... den msg my dad if he could cum fer the parents' meetin... he t0ld me he can ! i m s0 happii ~~ hahax... den durin the talk ... m0st of the parents came... i could n0t see my dad or either find him... den ernest talked about st0ry .... : x n0t supp0se to leak out ... will continue afther next week ... fer the next batch ... ya ... den m0st of us were like cryin again... i m juz s0 touched bout it ... den wen ernest asked us t0 hug our parents , s0me 0f us cried wen their parents did n0t come... i th0t my dad did n0t cum , and was like cryin like mad... den saw daddy ! i m s0 shocked... th0t he didn't cum ... glad tt he came n i was 100% touched !!! and i hugged him! hahax... ya ... haven been cl0se tuh him fer yrs ... ya ... den hugged miss sim and friends... we were all s0 touched... it was indeed an impact fer sum of us ... den hugged mr ernest and said gdbye n ty t0 him ... i will nv f0rget this w0rksh0p in my wh0le life and h0pe this impact will m0tivate me t0 m0ve 0n... i want it ya ! hAhax... the best part was wen we were singin" if we h0ld on tgt" ... l0ve this camp l0ts... c0z we all n0w are super teens !

[[-glam0urous qUeen-]]-[[ - greatest failure in life is n0t participating-]]

Y Sunday, January 15, 2006Y

7:07 AM

15-01-06- t0dae w0ke up in the m0rnin on my beautiful sundae t0 g0 fer the camp .... t0dae's superteen camp was s0o meaningful ... we cried... m0stly we all cried hard... i mean hard* even the guys ... wah wat a scene ... hahax ... den i gt t0 kn0w s0 much ... i m s0 guilty bout wat i've d0ne these years... feel s0 s0rry bout tt... it was a meaninful one... i m the new me after t0dae... t0dae was the first dae i actuallii carried a d9g !!! arh !!! the d0g is s0 cute .... hahax... first time i dare tuh carry a d0g ... pr0ud of myself ... hmm... haha...den after camp , realised i didn't bring my ez link ... arh ... den went tuh jp .... den went tuh ntuc ... ivan , hadi n w0od were havin a great time at ntuc ... peskii ppl ... hAhax... den t0ok mrt hm ... s0 late ... haix....

[[-glam0ur0us qUeen-]]-[[ i missed the last chance myself... t0o late huh?]

Y Saturday, January 14, 2006Y

8:00 AM

14-01-06- t0dae is our superteen camp ... day camp nia ... haha... th0t it will be b0rin ... but it was s0 fun~!!! hAhax... mr ernest w0ng and mr ken were like s0 ... hum0urous... their actions were juz s0 ... haha... funnii ... ya .. we were all luffin hard... but one thing is we sat fer l0ng hrs... arh... p0or legs n butt0cks... hahax... ya ... den durin break , i juz had my ferrer0 haah... den went back fer talk ... learnt much bout mem0rizin... c0ol ... den durin lunch break , miss lau asked us t0 da ba0 chicken rice frm outside l0r... ty lays fer helpin us buy ...den went back tuh the talk ... arhs... quite fun ... chien gave me ferrer0 again!!! s0 touched ~ hahax... thanks !~ ferrer0 is like my life? arhs... den went h0me at 9 plus..t0ok mrt with wood n lays ... b4 tt we went tuh ntuc... playin there... thx w0od fer the ferrer0 t0o ~ hahax... den reached yew tee... waited fer s0 l0ng ... shitties ... arhs !~ den bought sweets fer gladys n w0od ... peskii wh0 called ! shld be scared ar... hahax... den bluffed me ... wad a peskii pers0n ~... hahax... tmr camp again !! my sun g0ne ...

[[-glamourous qUeen-]]- [ my mind is fulL of ya ... i tellin myself t0 end this bud seemed tt i can't ... ]]

Y Friday, January 13, 2006Y

4:15 AM

13.01.06- t0dae is fri the 13... unlucky dae hUH....? hahax... reached sch den gt serious tummyache ... cramp i think ... s0 lays sent mii tuh the sickbay .. i rested there until recess time ya ... tired plus pain~ 0uchies...den chien gave me ferrer0 rocher !!!~ arh ! s0 happii ... haha th0u my tummy still hurtz... den went back claz fer ss ... ss iis s0 impt ... w0oo... can't aff0rd tuh fail this subj ... s0 muz jia y0u lah !~ den after sch , went tuh find gladys den went tuh cafeteria den saw shikin den sat ar0und with her ... ya ... crapz crapz** ya ... den lays b0ught me ferrer0 t0oo ~ s0 happii hahax... den eat eat n crapz ... den went tuh ch0ir ... ch0ir was as usual ...den durin the l0ng break , went tuh find lays they all ... den we played a sh0rt true 0r dare... den lays gt dare ~ hahax... den she danced n sang at the umbrella table... hahax... tt's s0 pai seh and the netballers were there t0o ... hahax... tt's s0... ahem... hahax... den went back tuh choir , sing sing and s0me japanese visit0rs came t0 see ch0ir sing... hahax... den went 0ff with shikin , n0ella and gracia ... we went tuh eat outside ... ya ... after eatin , it rained s0 heavily .... den met averil den went tuh take bus with shikin n averil ... in the bus , ai y0 !!! *things happened* s0 peskii !~ arhs !~ den went tuh ah ma hse... ya ... saw melanie ... she is as cute as ever... haha

[[-glamourous qUeen-]]-[[ tell me if it's 0ver ... 0r shld ii be the 0ne sayin it ...?-]]

Y Thursday, January 12, 2006Y

4:05 AM

12.01.06- m0rnin went tuh sch ... kinda d0wn stilL th0u... gave my pressiez t0 the tw0 peskiis... hAhax... den kinda feelin weird at first... i m n0rt warmed up ... ya ... th0t we wud be like this 4ever... h0w scary... den we r fine again !~ hahax... finallii... den after sch , me , lays , w0od n kim were like crappin away ... t0kin b0ut m0vies n stuffs... hahax... den went fer the b0oktalk ... shag ! i hab t0 re-d0 !!! arhz.... lazii lehs... den went tuh l0ok fer lays' g0ds0n elt0n.... hahax... ya he is s0 cute ... n0 wonder lays l0ve him s0 much ya ??? hahax... den mun n w0od came tuh 1H t0o... makin wh0le l0t of n0ise in 1H ... peskii ... den accompanii lays g0 first with mun... arh my ferrer0 is g0ne... s0rry w0od... hahax... den met k0h , shu xian n eunice in the bus !~ den decided t0 eat tgt at jp ... hahax... we were like crappin while eatin and playin at liberty? hahax... den saw mr ne0 !~ hahax... he dun believe tt we takin mrt ... haiy0 ... den he gg pasir ris s0 we went tuh take mrt with him ... arh hahax... den met w0od. hahax... tt's like s0 c0incidental ... ya ... haha... den we crapped and luff tgt with ne0 in the mrt... h0w irritatin... den me n lays dr0pped 0ff at je... left w0od n ne0 there datin in the mrt... s0 sweet ... ya ... my back is achin s0 much !~ arhx... tired...

[[-glamourous quEen-]]-[[ u g0nna push me d0wn hard wen i m stilL livin in this happiness... ]]

Y Wednesday, January 11, 2006Y

6:53 AM

n0rt in the m0od fer anithing except ferrer0 ... the m0re i eat . i m0re i feel better. arhs... i m sad . really . m0re ferrer0 pls . gettin fatter . n0rt high at all .

4:16 AM

11-01-06- t0dae was da w0rst dae except da m0rnin time... recieved a gift... i liked it l0tz... thanks s0 much ya ~! hahAa... den ii gt serious m0odswing... shldn't hab cried s0 easily.... stupid me ... arhs... ii m juz being s0 ... arhz... nid s0me0ne t0 hear mE talk badly... juz can't find a pers0n ... ya... i gt m0odswing the wh0le dae and i felt real sick b0ut it ...! den went tuh ch0ir... felt s0 much better ... ya ... den ch0ir ended at 6 plus !! ... didn't n0e i was such irresponsible fren ... i m maybe !! i m ... dun wanna blame ani0ne except myself... dun turn me to a attention seeker.. nvm ... i m juz bein childish n findin faults... i m juz s0 unhappii ... ya ... thx gladys fer the lame stuffz n tw0 peskiis... ral n shikin ! ~i n0e frenz ar0und me care... frenz are s0 impt ... iz my fault... i feel s0 stressed up ... this is n0rt the time t0 think s0 much ... kkz i m l0sin it... l0sin everythiin tt's impt ... L0SER!

[[-glam0urous qUEen-]]-[[ d0 euu wanna hear me 0ut ? i m breakin d0wn-]]

Y Monday, January 09, 2006Y

2:59 AM

9-01-06- happi b'dae t0 SEET WEE KIAT ... hahax... ytd nite was the w0rst nite ever.... rashes cumz... eeekk... it itched like helL... arhz... and i can't take it anim0re n i w0ke up... hahax... i br0ke d0wn c0z itz like onli 2 am in the m0rnin!~ why is time flyin s0 damn sl0w...ya ... den my wh0le b0dy is full 0f rashes and head is burstin... s0 didn't went tuh sch ... ya ... den realise mun is d0wn with serious c0ugh... oh my... lays' ur germz w0rked ! ya ... den stayed at h0me ... nth tuh d0 ... nth t0 eat ... fer the wh0le dae... arhz... all i can d0 is t0 scratch.. 0uchies... hurtz !! g0in t0 the c d0c later... pain...

[[-glamourous quEen-]]-[[ isn't it t0o late t0 realise it n0w.....? l0ve g0na fade..]

Y Sunday, January 08, 2006Y

4:54 AM

8-jan 06- w0ke up earlii in the m0rnin... went tuh church... i've been unfaithfuL t0 g0d since the last i went church .... s0 decided t0 g0 church ... *guilty* ... after church , it was rainin heavily... s0 me n valerie waited fer the rain t0 get smaller... hmm... wait n wait... finallii we decided t0 run 0ut 0f da church ... phEw... den drenched ... *c0ld~ den went tuh jp... l0ng time since ii went jp... den we went tuh eat mac... den walked ar0und jP n went hm... den t0ok mrt hm... it was still rainin... i was drenched all the way hm... arhz... den n0rman msg me and we went 0ut tgt with raph... den it was stilL rainin... omg... drenched all the way tuh the bus st0p ... it was freezin c0ld... *ha-chew* den went tuh 0rhard... den they b0ught their jeans n stuffz... i m f0llowin ... hahax ya... c0z n0t buyin anithin t0dae... *headache like hell ...* infected lia0x... gettin sick bec0z of the rain ~... l0vers all sick lia0x except k0h... healthy 0ne...den while walkin , saw da peskiiz... haha... shikin n ralvin ~... ya ... they were like luffin n crappin ... hmm .... den walked tgt fer a while n seperated... den went burger king n eat ... den decided tuh pass the $ tuh shikin fer her pressie... $14 g0ne... nvm... haha... tt's wat i 0we her... ya... den she b0ught a shirt... ya... den went hm kinda earlii... c0z i m havin serious headache !~ 0uchies... den went tuh aunt hse first ...den gt drenched like dunn0 wat again ~ ... wet** ... h0me finalli... phew...
dun let misunderstandings stop a frenship... treasure all the frenships... stay str0ng gurlz...
sb is n0rt feelin welL... me t0o... s0bz...
[[-glamourous qUeen-]]-[[ the m0ment u left me al0ne , i felt the l0neliness within me ..... s0... i request , dun leave me ... ]]

Y Saturday, January 07, 2006Y

5:40 AM

5-01-06- less0ns as usual ... afther sch , stayed back t0 d0 da n0tice b0ard... den went tuh gek p0h with averil , chien , w0od , hadi , bens0n n w0n... w0n is verii irritatin ... tryin t0 imitate me !... arh ! haha... den the guys went tuh hab their kfc feast !... den averil , chien n me went tuh buy our n0tice board stuffz den mich n tiong came... haahx... afther buyin , we went tuh kfc n steal their popcorn chicken n nuggets... hahax... s0 sorry ... den went back scH... den started doing the b0ard... ya ... den d0in the puzzle thingys n all... crappin n luffin with miss sim and alL... wat a peskii class... ya ... den chien n w0od started playin ... hahax... chien gt drew like mad ! ... i l0st tuh wood t0o... s0 peskii ... ya he is da game king ! ... omg... hAhax... den went h0me ... tired....
6-01-06- less0ns as usuAl... lays n mun are back ...poor lays , l0st her voice... arh ... den chinese less0n was s0 irritatin n b0rin ... hahax... den went tuh cafeteria with lays ... den crappin with mich n alL... hahax... den asked chien to buy the stuffz... i m s0 bad... kkz i n0E... den choir started... shikin still as peskii ... den continued with my notice board... thx gitte fer helpin me 0ut ... 0r n0rt i can't finish by myself ! thx chien fer drawin n mun n lays ! hahax... den ch0ir is dismissed... den went tuh see ne0 with chien ... he catch my ear stick frm far ! wat a peskii teacher ! hmmph ! ... den went off tuh the wake... went tuh jp n meet chang... went with chien , candy , mun n k0h n lays... den we were playin the black magic while waitin fer chang... ar... me n mun hab tuh resort usin slap chien magic den they knew the trick ... hAhax... den chang came ... saw him ... face burin and hartt beatin like helL... bad hair cut s0 dun realli wan tuh see him... urmm.... den went tuh take bus ... hahax... gt t0 n0e smth ... *ahem*... candy is luffin real hard... omg... den they were prayin s0 ... we were waitin outiside... den the others went off tuh eat , left me , mun n chien... den we were talkin ... arh ... hahax... den went tuh the wake ... hmm... can't make it , stilL cried... but onlii fer a while ... den eat den talk n started crappin... omg... * details... unsaid* hahax... s0 peskii ... shld n0rt b in tt m0od ... den went h0me... tired...
7-01-06-woke up at 11... tired... den watched tv... den mun juz woke up at 1 ... my godness... den lAys came my hse... den she used com while i get readii ... den went off tuh meet mun first ... she was wearin high heels !.... taller lia0x... den we were crappin as usual...ya ... den k0h can't cum... arh... nvm ... den meet chien at outram ... haha...den went tuh bugis... searchin fer pumps... fer mun... ya... she can't walk with tt high heels ... den she finalli f0und her pumps... den chien found her jacket... g0tta buy it on tue... den i found the shirt n sh0rts i wanna buy... ai y0... den went tuh parc0... we were like crappin all al0ng... haha... dEn went tuh take ne0s... fun 0ne... hahax...den went tuh eat kfc... yumm... den gettin sick le... thx tuh lays ... hahax... gt infected i guessed... den went tuh c0ld st0rage... haha... chien was peskii ... hahax... buyin s0 much stuffz... and we were like searchin fer her... g0d... and the pepsi thingy... *ahem*... den went tuh take mRt... wat a peskii f0to-takin sessi0n... hahax... funnii sia... great time tgt... hahax... den went h0me... ya...
tuh my dearest sb - ii m n0w filled with happiness th0u it may be sh0rt n unrealistic ... dun end it ...

[[-glamourous quEen-]]-[`` ii th0t it was juz a dream til u pinched me hard... i wasn't dreamin..]

[[ without trust , we can't m0ve on ... ]]

Y Thursday, January 05, 2006Y

7:24 AM

5-01-06- life stilL as b0rin ... sch is b0rin t0o ... prepare fer '0's... wake up !!

Y Wednesday, January 04, 2006Y

4:48 AM

2.1.06- my m0m b0ught er m0 zai shen bian ... watchin it fast ... ya ... yang ping s0 cute ! hahax... and went tuh studentcare t0 d0 h/w with mun n lays ... hate d0in hw... tired... den went hm ...
3.1.06-first dae 0f sch ... nth much ... mun n lays n0rt in class... claSS was b0rin ... miss the time slpin and slackin at h0me ... haix... first dae... saw l0tsa frenz... kinda excited n happii t0o ... i passed my physics... but dunn0 if i wann take pure or combined... muz think le.... ya ... den waited fer mun ... den went h0me ...
t0 : my dearest scumbag.... congrats ... u succeeded messin up my life... i m all messed up ! where is the trust ?
4.01.06- went tuh sch feelin s0 d0wN ...wanna cry hard... but can't find mun n lays ...arh... bearin hard ... den feelin better aftha less0ns started..... den afther sch , lays came ... we talked n luffed at the cafeteria... s0 fun !~ ... arh... feelin s0 much better... den went ch0ir ... l0ve ch0ir todae ! hahax... s0 fun .. united w0rkin tgt fer cca fair ... den went tuh find yee mun ... she is s0 engr0ss with her class 1b ... den went tuh a wake ... can't stop cryin ....
we'lL support euu oways ... be str0ng kkz... ! ...

[-glamourous queen-]] - ppl ar0und me , pls be happii .... i treasure u guyz l0tz....