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Y Thursday, January 31, 2008Y
9:17 PM
THIS WEEK IS SUPER HAPPENING!
BAD THINGS HAPPENED.
QUARRELS & QUARRELS. =/

BEEN SHOPPING WITH DEAR KAT!
MY NEW BF ! I LOVE HER SO MUCH!
FINALLY SHE BOUGHT A DRESS!
WHEEE~
BOUGHT A NEW DRESS FOR MYSELF TOO! =)

BACK TO SCH.
I AM SO GONNA MISS
RACHEL SEAH!
kATHERINE WONG
JOAN LEE
SHERYL LEE
DAPHNE !

AHHHHHH! =)
I WILL COME BACK & SEE U GUYS DE!

SHALL MEET UP WITH MY DEAREST GFS
KOH WEI, YEE MUN AND SHI MIN! =) MISS THEM LOADS.

WHEEE~
WALTER HEIN IS BOOKING OUT TONITE!
MISS HIM SO MUCH~

SAW AVERIL , JIA WEN AND ZHI LING
PLUS CHIEN!
MISS WWSS MAN ! =)

Y Tuesday, January 29, 2008Y
4:04 AM
心裡有數
你微笑我用懷抱開成一座城堡
你哭了我把雨滴收進我的背包
星空會繼續閃耀 愛會繼續美好
天堂是哪個隧道 沿著夢就到
愛了 等於揭曉 不需要誰來預告
答案在你的心跳
要漫步多少旅途 我們都心裡有數
比誰都清楚 一定走到幸福
離永遠還有幾步 我們在心裡面倒數
因為你 眼中藏著未來的地圖數
一數許過的願吹熄多少蠟燭 數一數流過的淚串起多少露珠
從今後不再迷路 緊緊把手握住
這一刻你的溫度 被時間留住愛了
沒有問號 不需要星座預告 答案天使聽得到
rap:回頭數一遍 走過的路 總共多少公里你在我左邊
隔著幾米距離 猜你吵吸的頻率 聽你心跳的共鳴每個數字記在心裡
加減乘除變成了回憶每一場淋過的雨
每一場看過的晨曦
讓我牽著你手慢慢收集明天離幸福還有幾步
這一刻我們都心裡有數

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Y Sunday, January 27, 2008Y
5:32 AM
SHLD I OR SHLD I NOT?


asked many people for advices.
majority said i shld quit scho0l.
i may regret when time comes.
but for now, i am rather determined
that i wanna pursue my dreams.
rather than getting a diploma that i hate.

i am very clear on my goals.
and i alrd decided where i'm gonna head
what i'm going to do
after i quit school.

mom and dad just dun understand
and prob, they hab no trust in me .
NO TRUST AT ALL
i know this is a very big decision.
they are my parents.
they want the best out of me.
they dun wan me to make mistakes.
BUT
i am clear of wad i want in my life.
ITS NOT A 3 minute thingy lah!

MY GOAL
work for 4 months.
register for my first diploma course
save money from my pay
&&&
study while i work !

i dunno :/
but i am super determined.

I LOVE YOU MISS FONG ! <3

Y Friday, January 18, 2008Y
1:12 PM
18 JAN 2008

HE PASSED AWAY.
WITH A SMILE ON HIS FACE.
IT WAS A PEACEFUL JOURNEY FOR HIM.

YET I CRIED.

u aint the one there for me during hard times.
we can share happiness but not sadness.
good times and not bad times.

Y Thursday, January 17, 2008Y
6:03 AM

call me a fool :)

trust is again broken.
hurt deeply
&&&
its time to go back to 24th dec 2007
whereby i made a decision.

im laughing! :)
HAHA.
im still the happy girl .
the one before feb 2006.

back 0n my feet.
i will lead my life happily.

from now on,
no more lies in my life.
cos true friends dont lie to me.
no one will lie to me anymore.
from now on,
u can only see smiles on my face :)
big wide smile!
from now on,
you wont see me cry.

byebye self abuser!

&&&
all u do is lie.

Y Wednesday, January 16, 2008Y
8:04 AM

You forgive me for liking you too much,And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.
You forgive me for missing you so,And I'll forgive you for being so cold.
You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.
You forgive me for playing your games,And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.
You forgive me for finding you so attractive,And I'll forgive you for not noticing.
You forgive me for raising you up so high,And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.
You forgive me for wanting to be with you,And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.
You forgive me for being so pathetic,And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it
You forgive me for not being able to let go,And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.
You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,And I'll forgive you for crushing them.
Forgiveness brings inner peace.

5:09 AM

I'm good at hiding my feelings.

After school , went to meet mun at dover.
we headed to the hospital to visit my uncle.
settled our dinner there.
saw that person. Truly disgusted.
hence i pretend that i do not know him!

uncle is better i guess.
his eyes are open. :)
he responded to what i said.
he lifted his leg as i said goodbye.

i still cried. but not as bad as the first time.
is miracle really happening?
i really hope so.

then we headed to jurong east.
went to pasa malam . :)
&&&
i bought ' why why love ' vcd.
Now i've smth to pass my time with~

are you still there?

Y Tuesday, January 15, 2008Y
9:15 PM

GOING TO TALK TO MOMMY TONIGHT.
IF SHE SEES MY ATTENDANCE, SHE MIGHT FAINT.**
i hate going to school.
BUT
i love my friends.
modules make me sick. exams make me feel like dying.
can i quit school please?

i see no future. and i dont know what i want to do next.
mom said we got no money.
yups. no money means no other choices.

seemed useless if i quit school.
dad is so gonna object it.
i dont know who to talk to .
i know nth bout my future.

all i know is
I WANT TO QUIT SCHOOL.
OR GET OUT OF PDI.

THINGS ARE BAD FOR ME.
SCHOOL AND FAMILY.

UNCLE STILL IN THE HOSPITAL.
I AM GOING TO SEE HIM LATER.
SCHOOL. DREAD TO COME TO SCHOOL.
FRIENDS ARE THE REASON I COME FOR.
im going crazy.
i take back those words.

5:43 AM
I AM SUPER BROKE.
&&&
I STILL GOT MANY DEBTS TO PAY.


BUT I STILL WANT TO BUY ...




PINK PSP SLIM :)

&&&&


SONY T70 :)

4:52 AM
A:我要你握着我的手,永远不要放开。
B:一辈子也不会。

好美。。。 :(

I WANT TO QUIT SCHOOL.
i dun like my course. and i suck at all modules.
i really want to quit school NOW.
but i will miss my girls alot.

yes i am the useless one
&&&
i maybe a BIG disgrace to the family.
but i just want to spare a thot for my future.
i just want to study something that i like .
i DUN WAN to waste any more time. :/


i think its time i should go back to where i stand.
where i really belong.
a fren. or maybe not.

Y Monday, January 14, 2008Y
8:08 AM
OVERWHELMED BY WAD I SAW.
HE IS IN PAIN.
HIS NAILS ARE TURNING BLACK.
HE GOT ALL NEEDLES POKING IN HIS BODY.
HE CANT HEAR ME CALLING HIM SO MANY TIMES.
HE CANT HEAR ME CRYING SO BADLY.
HE CANT OPEN HIS EYES TO SEE ME CRY.
HE CANT OPEN HIS MOUTH TO CONSOLE ME.

BUT I KNOW HE FELT MY PRESENCE.

I REALLY WANT YOU TO GET WELL SOON.
I FELT THE PAIN IN MY HEART.
I CANT STOP CRYING WHEN I THINK OF U IN THAT ICU.

GOD. PLEASE GIVE US A MIRACLE.

Y Sunday, January 13, 2008Y
9:03 AM
DEAR GOD.
PLEASE BLESS MY UNCLE. ( mom's bro )
WE ALL LOVE YOU.
AND WE REALLY WANT U TO GET WELL SOON.
WE WANT U TO JOIN OUR CNY!
GOD. PLEASE SAVE HIM.
FROM ALL THE PAIN AND AGONY.

9:01 AM
YAY. FINISHED MY IAC PROJECT! :)

MR WALTER! is a BOTAK HEAD. :D [ army boy ]

yes! i actually could keep an eye close.
PRETEND NTH HAPPENS.

IMPRESSIVE?!


Y Wednesday, January 09, 2008Y
6:17 AM
i dun like 2008. :/
i really hate it.

STUPID CRYBABY. U SUCK.

IT WILL NV END. OLD JUST ENDED. NEW ONE COMES.

HAHA

Y Tuesday, January 08, 2008Y
10:48 PM

can i dun hear lies?

This match could seem perfect at first, but it doesn't have a good chance of making it as a long-term thing. A xxx girl and a xxx boy will have very good physical chemistry together, and you could be very drawn to each other because of that. You are also both passionate people who feel intensely about things and that could mean you'll have terrific, heated conversations at first. Unfortunately, the similarities between you is what will sink this relationship. You both have a very strong need to control the way things go in your relationships. You want things to go exactly the way you think, but he has different opinions and he feels just as strongly about getting his way. You can't both be in charge, and you'll have lots of fights over who gets to choose what you do, who you hang out with, etc. You'll get sick of all the arguments, fast. Not a good match for you or for him.

6:25 AM
A SHOT AT LOVE WITH TILA TEQUILA ROCKS!

hahas. finished the whole show ytd. IT WAS SO AWESOME.
TILA TEQUILA is a bisexual. SHE is a HOT bisexual.
I wanna marry her too lahs ! HAHA.
BUT end up, she chose BOBBY. :)
dani the butch is so CUTE. and handsome~ HAHA.
people, please catch a shot at love !

ok. getting my beauty sleep now.

P.S - WALTER HEIN IS GOING ARMY LE ! OMG. =x THIS FRIDAY!

Y Thursday, January 03, 2008Y
3:36 AM
3.01.07- SPENT THE BEST NITE EVER.
BUT IT SEEMED MORE LIKE A DREAM. :/

Y Tuesday, January 01, 2008Y
1:13 AM
31.12.07- LAST DAY OF 2007!
how time flies. LOL.
read eleanor and kohs' blog.
Felt that i should end my 2007 with a touching blog post too!
HAHAS. :)

This Year of 2007 Passed super Fast.
Cant believe that it is now 2008.
im gonna be 18 ! Whee ~ :)

Many things happened this yr ~
Gone thru happy , painful , sad , exciting times.
I've learnt alot and I think I've grown alot alot.
and been thru many things that i thot it will never happen.

HIGHLIGHTS OF 2007
slumber party ( super fun la )
Went taiwan twice in a yr.
Work at american club and clinic.
Ngee ann poly!
Star Cruise
DATES WITH MY GIRLS.
my Bdae chalet :)
and many many more.

I want to thank many ppl la ! :D
Big thank you to my MOM. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Thou u met your mr right , I know u still care for me. :)

And thank you to all my close relatives.
At least i know ive somewhere to hide from all my sorrows
where i know everyone cares for me.
ESP MY GRANDPARENTS. :)

Thank you to MEI JUN.
Dotes me sooo much ! Thou i always let u do the work
but u must remember eh, my pay is only like 6 bucks per hr.
HAHA. :) LOVE YA LA.

Thank you to rachel seah ning ning.
U are always there for me
even u got ur own probs to take care of.
thanks for going out with me
making sure im alright. :D

Thank you JOAN, KAT,SHERYL,DAPH
for making my day ~ U GUYS ARE MY MOTIVATION TO SCH.
not forgetting RACHEL SEAH. :)
and of cos my class 1p04 except for u know wh0 ! :P

THANK YOU to CHIEN YING, VIEN, ESTEE,LOUISE,CHANG
HAd so much fun with u all whenever we go out tgt. :)
Will nv forget those autograph sessions , concerts we attended once.
AND of cos Chien's bdae party. ;)

thank you to the new frens i made in this 2007.
ALOT ALOT OF NEW FRIENDS.

Thank you walter and family !
I really felt a part in ur family.
Its been so fun and loving in ur family.
Mommy, who is always so kind to me
talking to me , telling me stories that i will not forget.
bringing me out to dinner and stuffs.
Daddy, who always smile at me.
Asking me to eat more during dinner. :)
Ah MA, who is fierce but yet nice to me .
finally ah ma will ask me to help her do this and that!

SO HAPPY LA! :DD
Walter, who took good care of me in TW.
Playing Play Station , monopoly shopping and watchin movie tgt.
At least i know how to play WWE now.
plus knowing more about HARRY POTTER. hehe
I had so much fun knowing YOU ~
AND AND MOCHA. SUPER CUTE DOG
ALWAYS THERE WHEN I CRIED.

BIG Thank you to WOODY HEIN. :)
celebrating my bdae with me at sentosa.
bringing me to many places with ur family.
creating many memories tgt.
brought me to star cruise and tw.
helping me so much during my chalet.
went swimming with me :)
ur bdae surprise! :D
MOST IMPORTANTLY,
thru you , I know ur family ! :D
been thru ups and downs together 0nce.
now ive grown up too. :)

BIG THANK YOU to YAN YEE MUN, ELEANOR, KOHS
I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH ! <3
thank you for being there for me.
Whenever I am down, U girls nv fail to make my day
making me smile once again. :)
I love the times we spent tgt.
I love the cooking we did TGT :)
I love the dates we had.
WE WILL STAY TGT FOREVER KKZ! :)

if i forgot to mention you.
im really sorry. pls tag me and tell me !

NEW YR RESOLUTION!
I WANT TO BE A HAPPY GIRL THRU OUT 2008 :)

GOODBYE 2007
2008 WILL BE BETTER :D