是想呐喊却无言
心被你一片一片撕下
还不肯破裂
是谁让你转变
不再留恋我的体贴你
用背叛告别从前
我只想对你更好不埋怨
我以为爱是痛苦的
慈悲熬过宽容的疲惫
幸福会给我抚慰
心疼你的泪水
原谅你的不对
只求交心
不苛求完美
我以为爱是痛苦的慈悲
你会让我不后悔
这样把你宝贝
但你却教会我懂爱你可悲
爱不在了 做什麽都枉费
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直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
长长的简讯
对象已经不会是我
走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖
试着假装的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点
该几点回到家
30.07.07- 我再也不是那幸运的女孩.
there are 2 tests today. i din study at all for both.
went to school with the lowest spirit. i barely tok to anione.
i cried. i couldnt control my emotions.
finally i broke down. just cried like a waterfall.
im unluckyy. very.
how l0ngg wil this go on ... i cant take it le.
i destroyed ur trust. i deserved such punishment.
i deserved feeling sad and cry til my eyes turn swollen.
now i know the feeling of being maligned.
saying the truth bud no one believes
just like the boy who calls the wolf.
i wan to be back with euu.
cos i realise im not strong at all.
i nid euu by my side.
do u still feel the same ?
maybe im just decieving myself.
i hate and afraid to know the ans.
im just escaping frm wad i ought to face.
totally break downn .
i just nid a lil bit of time . from euu.
i planned , hopin u will be happy.
i planned it happily , hopin u will fee the same like me.
will u turn up?
c0uldnt stop.
i regreted. i thot it will be better if we aint tgt.
ii lied. i felt the pain and misery only nowww..
is it still late to turn things back to the way it is .
直到你不再疼爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护
我本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
手写的留言
对象已经不会是我
one word from u . " forgot "
My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
choose, will you ?
原来爱情那么伤。
skipped mr teh's pratical with all our gals . we went canteen2 and eat, headed to library and watched movie. i slept fer awhile. went fer practical. yes ! we're done with our project ! we made our spinning fotoframe. wheee ~
me n rach kept doing the ' hip hop' .
that cheered me up cos im luffing all the way ! xD
daphh refused to do it lahhh .
withdrew from jap class le ! HAHAHA
going aerobics? im feeling reluctant . now with mun ~ pondering**
will euu be there for me ?
will u be sharing weal and woes with me?
will u caree for me ?
will YOUU?
ii nid euu. truly madly deeply.
you?
went for break at canteen 4 ~ after break , is mr teh class again ! all craps ! watched you-tube. sketching lesson ! I HATED IT LIKE HELL !! bud at least i finished my drawings . N i got the lowest for VTDS ! farkkk ~ it spoilt my mood ! ahhhh ~
met shi hua . went to orhard . ate kfc and walked far east , heeren and surrender. =)
saw the head porter bag ! g0nna save up for that bag !
went h0meee .
im down .
hate being ignored.
hate being hung up.
delete it !
i cooked the toufu tt they have nv try b4. bii cooked the minced meat while rach n joan helped out with the soup ! LOL. we had a great dinner ! LOL. bud ii dunno if they like it ! LOL
slacked and we sent rach n joan out . bii stayed a lil while more n he went home =)
rachel is a happy girl !
ii still dun hab the couragee.
没有期望所以才不会失望
he is better than mr tehh . LOL.
we went to canteen 4 fer lunch . ate beef steak again ~
went fer vtds. gonna fail this module . cos im always slackin ~ hence i cant finish his work ! LOL
thou he said tt class is lively with me bud guess he hates me fer not completing his work ! LOL
went to clinic. i was late ~ sorry to miss meii jun ! LOL. den i stayed in the clinic til ten just to watch ' switched ' . HAHA . went home...
21.07.07- met bii , mun and koh ~ went peninsula . nth much there. went marina sq to meet martin and sheryl . went to shoppp ~ LOL. bought nth there. chang came . me , bii , chang , martin n sheryl went to eat cavana while mun n koh went to subway , AGAIN . LOL.
we headed to vivo . LOL. chang's first time to vivo !
guys went to GIANT . i guess they really love that place ~
girls went to shop ! koh bought a top , mun bought a tee while i bought a dress n a top ~
we went to the outdoors and started our jokes sharing . LOL. so much laughters !
ii l0ve tt !
and i miss shi min ~ must join us next time round .
me n bii went raffles the plaza. thanks to her mom fer voucher =)
22.07.07- we went to s.h.e thingy to take the tickets fer s.h.e fun party =)
met chien , vivien and lousie. =) thanks to chien fer helpin us take the tickets .
saw ferynn. her bf got the tics fer her ! LOL. how cool . den we went long john fer our dinner.
went h0me. had fun with them in mrt . =) tummy acheee... 0uch~
will it turnn out to be a nightmare ? or it will be the sweetest dream ever ?
i hate the coldness thou i still feel euu .
ii still rmb tt cute expression on ya face.
my heart still beatin fast becos of euu
just finished my cats write-up. it is all full of crap.
my mind is elsewhere when im doing it .
so there! all the crap comes out . wthh.
im like repeating myself all the time.
nowadays ive got such mixed feeling.
feeling of anger , sadness and happiness. it equals to miserable.
HAHA. wanted to do yoga and calms my mind down.
when the mind is clear , the prob will be solve easily .
yoga really got the benefits and great side effects.
ii hab tried it and it did lighten my mood today somehow.
my foul mood turned to a good one after y0ga .
the feeling was great. i felt burden-free.
so ppl , if there is a chance , do go try yoga ! =)
esp wen u are stressed up .
g0odbye =)
- all i want to do is please euu . all the stupid things i do .
maybe giving all isnt en0ughh . maybe the feeling is not like bef0ree.
0ne day , things will just part this wayyy.
todae woke up at 130 pm . watched crayon shincan and ate cup noodles.
it was rather a lonely aftern0on.
went to yoga class. 2 days of yogaa . bo0-hoo ~ LOL.
the yoga teacher said this today , " feel ur smiling toes "
HAHA ! bud my toes aint smiling . they are laughing ! HAHA
after yoga , went h0me al0ne. din managed to meet rach they all. LOL
saw corrine . LOOL. she said " sia0 ! u really changed alot. (Mandarin) "
did ii ? haha .
went to w0rk ~quite fun cos always get to bicker with mei jun ~ she is so pesky lahs ~
LOL. dr isham is asking for riddles ~ wthhh . HAHA
went home . im still thinking .
that veryy moment when u took initiative to hold my hands , i can feel as if my hartt is thumping out .
- i did my best. bud i guessed my best wasnt good enoughh.
cause here we are back to once we were bef0ree
just oncee. cant we figure out wat we've been d0ing wr0ng.
makee the magic last for more than just one nitee
ii noe we could break it thruu. -
den we went fer break ~ watched crayon shincan in the library ~
den went fer pratical . at least ii did smth today ~
wearing my new shoes hurt my foot so much ~ blisters !
went to meet mun~ going fer aerobics. now i know tt wed class starts at 6.30 pm ~
how peskyy ~ =) LOL.
aerobics were tiring . esp yoga ~ HAHA
den meet bii . went to watch harry potter .
kinda disappointed becos i wasnt wad ii excepted. LOL.
and some scenes were silly. LOL.
went h0me. journey home alone puts me in deep thots .
我以为我够坚强 却一天天地失望 少给我一点希望 希望就不是奢望
after break , went to mr teh's lesson ~ i hated his lessons lahs ! again ! he doesnt want to hab any presentation . WTH . he just wants to mark us a big fat zer0 ! ... HELL
there wasnt sketchin today . im soo glad ! haha . studied fer the retest later.
went fer the retest ~ okay ~ i guess i screwed it up as i memorised the wrong things n mixed up the qns . Boo-hooo .
went to meet bii ~ we are going to raffles plaza , the plaza market cafe to hab our dinner .
thanks to her mom fer the voucher ~ HAHA. free buffet dinner .
we ate al0t ~ esp sushii ~ HAHA. bii's fav kani . and i liked the desserts ~ YUMMY !
the duriAN pudding is so great ! HAHA. DURIAN~ ive craving fer them all the time ! LOL.
had a great time with bii ~ l0ves .. den we went h0mmeee. =)
ur hugs gave me comfort and warmth ... h0w ii wishh this feeling nv goes awayy.
just 0ncee , lets find a way to make things right.
we din went to eat for break . we went to use com instead . stalking ppl's blog ~ lol .
our fav past time ! haha . esp tt particular jc girl that makes me go WOAHHHH.
went for mr lee's maths lesson . again , nth got into my headd . it is so difficult lahs !
after school. we headed to kbox by cabb . =) PRATICALLY WENT MAD AT KBOX.
we were all so high can ! LOL. sang sang sang ! all their voices ahhh. superb ! lol.
bii came to meet us . after singin , went home with joannn . [=
it was all long long ag0.
mom is makin me so jealous ! now someone dotes her like a princess.
her definition of LOVE : as time goes by , sweet >>> sour >>> bitter >>> gone
this did make me laughh like madd . bud somehow it made sense. LOL.
everything just go BOOM !
nth left . hopes all dashed .
i WANT a pair of ears . to hear me out when im down
i WANT a pair of eyes . to look out fer me all the time
i WANT a pair of hands. to dote me, to love me
i WANT the heart. keeps the passion burnin just fer me .
i WANT youu
ii was late fer mr lee's maths lesson when i told him i will be early . LOL
i was so silly to bring my laptop ~
durin sketchin , i knocked my head against the table . so pain tt i luffed and cried at e same time
sept bookin fer chalet is fully bo0ked. wat a day ~
had a great time disturbing my dear mei jun . haha
14.07.07 - went out with bii t0dae . met him at d0verr . LOL. we were so blur ~ thot we could use the voucher to hab our buffet lunch at swiss0tel . unfortunately , voucher is not applicable on wekends. so we hab to go on some other days den. we headed to central ~ ate waruku .
LOL. bii found a dead insect in his food when he was about to finish his food. LOL. the manager was so nice to change him the same meal fer free. LOL. so bii ate 2 pots ! my godness ~
we walked around central. fell in love with the shop GOBI. lol. one day , i must try the cakes ! LOL. so mini ! look absolutely yummy to me ! den we took bus to orhard ! saw the food fest.
LOL. den we went far east , wisma. we settled our dinner at the food fest ~ the duck mee was so ex ! $5.50 !~ wth . the seoul f0od was superb ! LOL. we headed to cine . bought my anklet. bii paid half fer me ! haha . we went heeren and headed home ! =) oh ya ! and i saw my dearest xin ya today ! how exciting !! LOL. she wore couple shirt with a guy ! haha !
ur actions m0ved my heart once again . i'm feelin very much l0ved by youu . =)
p.s : i wan to watch harry potter .
15.07.07 - today is a day fer my dear mommy . we headed to je to search fer shoes. couldnt get anithing tt suits me ~ we went to vivo ! LOL. i really love tt place . most shops are having sales ! LOL. i bought 2 tops at topshop , 1 jumper at pull and bear , 1 everlast shoes ~ LOL.
thanks to mommy n again deduct frm my poor pay ! lol. we went to sakae sushi for our lunch. we went to far east. i suddenly feel tt my legs arent fer pumps ~ i look super weird in them ~ haii . =( bought chilli crab fer dinner ! lol. gonna study fer my test on tue. bye bye !
when ur gone, pieces of my hart are missin euu .
we had so much fun playing with celine they all. poor bii ! haha ~
11.07.07- happy 1 yr 5 mths to bii ! L0VE EUU.
today is a unlucky day fer me lahs ~ first was the calvin's lift thingy .
second was tt mr teh ! first time shouted at the lecturer like tt. i know is rude bud he just pissed me off so much !
third , me n mun waited til 6 and there was no aerobics !
i met bii den we went orhard ~ shopped at far east , pacific plaza and taka ~
ur hugs made my hart skip a beat ~ =)
ii HATE ppl wh0 take friends fer granted.
mind euu , we are not related
we are not ur TEDDY bear whereby u can throw ur temper to.
dun jump into conclusion~
p0of**
im still e happ girl =)
08.07.07-todaee went 0utt with rachh n j0ann n bii . b0ught present fer s0meone . eat bugis cafe .
'live' earth ~ wear greennn
ii l0ve 1p02 girls ~ =) sexiest !
me n my stage cappp . =)
ii feel l0veed ? LOOL
my class crazyy girls ~ durin tce lesson
hmMsss. tt's funny ! daph is copying me ! =0
my helmet sister ! u r a helmet too !LOL
soooo cute ~ l0ve themmmm .
we just love taking fotos ~ yes mrr hein ! <3
i was late fer class. late fer 50 mins ! and mr lim swee siong , best teacher
din mark me absent ! wahhh . isnt he great ! * yes yes *
ok den went fer tt mr teh lesson . grrr. how dreadful
ii just cant stand his lesson.
so an angel came in ! LOL. he chased us out of the studi0.
becos we wore slippers ! HAHA.
we went sketching ~ first time i was so focused .
2 claps fer myself ! =)
went to baby's hse .
LOL! he did smth sooo wrong ~ LOL. u shld kn0w , my dear !
ate at his hse and i went h0meee . =)
04.07.07- went fer school . tryin hard not to be too late ~
went fer practical. saw tt mr teh again ! LOL
ii told them to throw e paper at mr teh . who hit his head ,i shall gib 10 bucks ~
rach threw the paper on his butt ~
no feeling at alll ! haha ! HOW SILLY
kat t0ok a foto of him ! haha ! =)
he saw it bud we denied. tt was close=)
went tuh eat mac ! and went fer pratical. l0ve pratical today !
bii n hadi came n fetch me frm school and we headed to cine .
wATCHED ' transformer' ! ii rate this movie 5 stars !
this movie iis sooo sooo good ! must watch yaa !
and ohhh . i watched disturbia on the plane. it will be comin out in theatres on 21 july.
again , it is a must watch movie too ! =)
gtg ppl ~ bye bye !
DELICIOUS
bi n stage =)
me n stage =DD
the places we went =) 
my permed hair ~ hees 
yummy ah zh0ng mee sua !
'bii at stage ! look wat is in his hands !
my nails ~ fer just 20 bucks ! =) 
coca cola forest ~ it look nice but taste awful ~ 
c0uple shirts in taiwan ! =) lil miss n mr ~
he is tryinn hard to get the bottle up ~ LOL
me n bii n my FOC permed hair =)
the super big monkey =)