Y Monday, April 11, 2005Y
7:57 PM
todae went to sch wif fear ... hahax... den after tokiin to simi , i actualli cried ! I m s0 mdamn emotional ... hahax... scary... and i juz can't help iit... ya... den t0k to simi... she is verii nice... hahax... den things gt beta after tt... IT traiinin was b0-ring... yea... den claz was b0ring as well esp ss... hahax... with a t0ad... hahax... nonsense onLi... ya... den after it trainin , waited 4 averil with zhiling , xin ya , yee mUn and chien yiing th0u she is not sittin with Us... hahax... we are s0 damn high toda3... den saw thiings happen... d3n i rmb wat xy said " i'll choose to luv someone in silenc3 coz it makes n0 rejecti0n " smth liddat la... ya ... tt phrase was fantastic... reallii... wat ii expected hab cam3 true thou i stiil feel hurtz n sad... haiix... ... ya... haix... i dun think i m able let g0 and i will learn t0 luv in silenc3... the earlier i noe, it is beta... thou it is hard to go thru but i will bear all these ! ty for tellin me... [ e n d ]i can't live w/o u , can't breathe w/o u , i dream about u ... honestly tell moii tt ish over ... n i'll be the first to go but i dun wan to b the last to kn0w...