Y Tuesday, April 12, 2005Y
9:15 PM
todae iis a l0ng day f0r me... pretendiin tt nth had happened n smil3 all e time.. it's hard to do tt thou but i m tryin reaL hard... i dun wan him t0 thInk tt it iiS hiS fault... i may be pretendin to be stR0ng... bUt tt's wat i onli can do n muz d0 ... sads... gt the newspaper frm xy le... c kenji so happy... i m extrA S.L.O.W todae ya... mind can't functiion well... and everywhere ii g0 , ii will hear the nam3 ! Why? haiix... can't even runaway frm it... omigod... ][ e n d ][[h] eart dead ... I m sufferiin frem the pain u left f0r me n stuck iin the nit3mare tt i could nv get out and neither i cAn wake uP frm iit ...