Y Sunday, August 14, 2005Y
9:17 PM
tis is da m0st miserable sunday i eva spent... haiz... s0 sadz... m0m gone for a holidae , fought wif dad , angrii wif ah ma...- fought wif my dad , coz he scolded me bad word... tt's for the first time he eva d0 tis t0 me... it will hurt me and i feeL s0 sad... i will rmb it f0r life... he said sorry to me , but i can't bring myself t0 forgive him... but h0w ii wish i can
- ah ma said dat if i dun come to her hse den forget it.. dat's hurtfuL ... real sadx... haix she called me , can't help it .. cried again... her voice make me feel so terrible
- i miss mom badly... regretted t0 quarrel with her so manii times , talkin her back... i realli wan her back at mom n0w
feeling s0 damn lonely , can't call and forgive dad , juz can't bring myself t0 d0 so... can't call ah ma , c0z she dun wans me t0 i guess ... can't call mom , scared she t0o bz for me...
n0 mom , no dad , n0 ah ma
my life sux...
s0 stressed up...
cryin realli make me feel beta...