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Y Thursday, September 22, 2005Y
4:03 PM
21.09-05- i m juz a living dead body . left with n0 feelins... fang was rite. tt's the onlii way i can express myself. i noe wat i m doing . it is nort silly. tt's the onlii way i can keep my tears away . pls dun stop me frm doing it . i will die with u stop me. i noe tt dere r ppl around wh0 cares 4 me but see, i am not loving myself . i m not worth u guys' care. leave it for someone else. i had enuff of sch and when i get home , i got bloody scoldings and stress. why dun they leave me al0ne? i luff for the sake of luffing , i cry for the sake of crying . i dunn0 wat i m, thinkin at alL! i am juz a walkin dead body . DEAd i mean !~
Juz leave me t0 do things tt r stupid. no point helpin me . no point at all. c0z i sux...
u think it pains? tell u , it does not pain at alL ~ wat pain is not my hand.
nth pains at all animore
cry , luff , angrii , happy , sad and blabla is not in my dict animore

leave me al0ne