Y Tuesday, November 15, 2005Y
9:09 PM
`` i m sad... i mean verii sad... i muz n0t cry... i can't cry... i realii wanna ign0re wateva shit u write , say n wateva... but i can't... realii... but why...? did i d0 anithing wr0ng n0W?? i mean i th0t if i m nice tuh u , u will be nice t0 me... i think i was wr0ng... i m hurt ... verii hurt... why things turn out this wae? i can nv g0 back t0 the past le... like mun sae , i shld n0t think ab0ut it but i can't c0z i care... i simply care l0ts... tt's why i m feeliin damn d0wn n0w... is tt h0w u wann treat me ? I thot i can juz g0 on with my life but u are pushin me to my limits... i dun wan t0 g0 back t0 the past wen ii again become a walkin corpse d0in all sorts of silly things... u make me wanna use another way t0 let the pain g0 t0 somewhere else... IF u wann me t0 die or s0 , juz sae " g0 n die " in front of me !