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Y Saturday, January 28, 2006Y
4:29 AM
28.01.05- `` n0 man is worth ur tears , the 0ne tt is w0rth it will nv ever make euu cry .
ii m h0ldin back my tears hard . dun wann cry fer euu . s0 tt u r the 0ne tt worth it . guess tt's kinda silly ... my hartt is bleedin and cryin hard yet i hab tuh sh0w as if i m damn str0ng . s0rry i m n0rt . ii missed the chance and n0 way i g0na get it back c0z the heart has flew somewhere else . maybe to someone's hartt... ii n0e i will be fine . bud the m0ment i cl0se my eyees , i saw images of euu . euu are n0w haunting my life . bud d0 u even kn0w ? wat hab euu d0ne fer me ? All euu could give me is PAIN . u are the biggest heartbreaker . i dun wanna cry . i dun wan tuh let u n0e tt i m weak without euu . life will still m0ve on . til the day i dun l0ve euu anim0re . i dun regret l0vin euu . ii m juz tired t0 sway around with ur em0tions . dun l0ok int0 my eyes. all u can see is hurt , the br0ken me . dun talk tuh me . u will see tt i m shakin . n0w my world is dark . pls pulL me out frm this world if u truly care . 0r nort leave me al0ne . aLone .

wat a chinese new yr ...

n0 way tuh turn back anim0re .