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Y Thursday, February 09, 2006Y
3:43 AM
09.02.06- t0dae was a sad dae... everything was s0 c0old .... i nv felt this way b4 ... it was SAD n quiet ... haix .... things g0ne wr0ng . verii wr0ng ... i m IGN0REd ... why am ii oways e 1 l0okin onlii at ur back ... everythin is juz n0rt rite ... ii stepped 0n the verge 0f breaking d0wn ... i dun wann t0 hear the truth anim0re . maybe itz juz t0o late ... tt was my w0rst thing ever tt i th0t u l0ved me t0o ! ~ i regretted s0 can ii turn back onlii n0w ...? mybe l0ve is onlii a feeling .... n0 mood tuh bl0g le ... b4 ii end , me n mun saw the fulL rainb0w `` h0pe the rainb0w will change my fate and everythin will g0 rite finallii ... 0r n0rt i wun be able tuh take it anim0re.
n0w ii realised that hartt can be s0 fragile at times .

desperate for changing . starving for truth . i'm closer from where i started. i'm standing here until u make me move .

i dunn0 why , i can't keep my eyes 0ff euu ... all of the things that ii wan tuh say juz ain't cumin out rite ... i'm tripping inwards...u gt my head spinning and i dunn0 where tuh g0 frm here...

[[-glam0ur0us Queen-]]-[[ i still wann ur eyes onlii 0n me ... -]]