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Y Wednesday, February 15, 2006Y
6:56 AM
15.02.06- t0dae was a Bad dae... it hab been verii bad since m0ndae ... when will my luck change ? t0dae less0n as usual ... juz tt we nv listen t0 the t0tal defence msg and we asked t0 stay back by laura lau and we hab tuh write reflection ... peskii ... den went fer ch0ir ... den went tuh meet mun n k0h and went tuh bugis ... i n0e i gt l0tz 0f popc0rn t0 eat ... juz being n0nsense here ... den went tuh eat pastamania and den sh0p fer lays's pressie ... w0oh... den things happen at edge ... bud realisin later i m n0rt angrii at alL ... n0t at the salegirl i mean ... bud i walked 0ff ... s0rry ... and i became t0o high ... i m mad ... verii mad... n make ppl w0rry... s0rry ... mun : u knew me t0o well... tt's scarii ... l0ls... den went hm ... i juz can't cry it 0ut ... n0 tEars ...

ii am n0rt born t0 please every0ne ... i hab my own m0ods n sadness but d0 u n0e ? s0 i shld be a cl0wn n entertain all hide all my em0tions ... ii shld n0rt be the 0ne carryin all these burdens tt is redundant ... i live my 0wn life ... st0p givin me stress ... i will BURST ... sae wateva u wan ...

tt's the way she l0ok at euu ... th0se eyes ... th0se smiles ... th0se th0ts ...

``[[ ii m h0ldin back my tears ... why is there always 0bstacles awaitin fer us?]]