Y Friday, February 17, 2006Y
8:09 AM
17.02.06- HAPPII BIRTHDAE JELLY 2 DESTER ... l0ls... t0dae is a tiring dae fer me ... real tired... haiz . juz feel that i can't take it anim0re . lays , s0rry t0 let euu cry bec0z of me . i m fine . reallii ... i n0e u all care , but i still able t0 h0ld on . wen i break d0wn , i n0e u guys will be dere as well . s0 dun w0rry fer me . yeahs ... den less0ns were as usual i guessed . den after sch . was p0nderin if i shld or i shld n0rt . * details missing * .... at least t0dae i did luff frm the bott0m of my hartt ... haha ... rapist ...
why m ii carryin s0 much burden t0 myself ? i think is time i shld let it all g0 and keep my life carefree ...? i reallii think tt ppl can be s0 hypocrite at times . i am reallii sick n tired 0f that . why muz ii listen wen i alrd in the mess...? bud i ch0ose t0 c0z i care fer alL ... may g0d bless 0f dem t0 be happier and i will be happier t0o ... i juz dun wan ani0ne t0 be worry fer me . pls dun .
t0 f ! : sick n tired 0f ur n0nsense . since it is 0ver . st0p ur childish acts .
``[[ it n0rt supp0se t0 hurt this way . i nid euu . i nid euu . m0re n m0re each dae... ]] [[ i'm afraid 0f the day u will let me g0... ]]