Y Wednesday, March 08, 2006Y
4:07 AM
07.03.06- wasn't feeling well after ytd . havin gastric n all . s0 didn't g0 tuh sch . m0nrin meet w0od n accompany him g0 c d0c. t0dae was fast huhs . den crap n all . den we walk tuh l0t 1 and meet m0m . s0rry fer hittin u s0 hard =x n0t on purpose de. den went tuh eat macs tgt with m0m . we gt s0 much tuh talk ab0ut huhs . thx m0mmy ~ we n0e wat tuh d0 next t0 s0lve things le ... g0od advis0r . l0ls . den talk fer verii l0ng , w0ods went fer heats , i went tuh c the d0c . i still hab tuh run in order n0t to w0rsen my condition . i m physically UNFIT . l0ls . but i can stop wen i can't breathe . weird ehs . den t0ok my medicine n stuffs den went tuh buy my grandma's pressie . b0ught her a nice f0toframe . and put 0ur f0to ... l0ls ... den waited fer dad tuh cum . den went ah ma hse . t0k n eat al0t with cousins ... l0ts to catch up yeah . n0e each other secrets lia0s ... miss them l0ts . den celebrated ah ma bdae. ah g0ng's cookin is still e best !!! yummy ... thx fer the papaya as well . l0ls . den went hm . *details missing* i dun find anithing wr0ng with myself l0r !~ g0 ahead n nurture her t0 a lawyer . as if i care . i gt my own dreams t0 pursue l0r ! *spoiler ! [[`` iif u r tired , dun give up 0n me ... lean 0n me instead . i'll b there...]]
08.03.06- t0dae went tuh sch as usual . probability test sux ! i m givin crappy ans . h0pe mdm siti dun tear my paper away . i m givin crap l0r . i juz dun understand l0rs ... shit ... den heard smth frm u . kinda d0wn at first . u dun hab tuh luff n smile if u dun feel like it . it's ok n0t tuh be str0ng at times . the m0re u luff , the m0re u hide , the m0re i m sad. maybe i m thinkin t0o much . partly is bec0z of me ... haii ... distracti0ns !! bec0z of me ! hmm... den came back frm recess . was tryin tuh avoid everything ... av0id exchangin l0oks . av0id l0okin at tt directi0n . c0z i m afraid dat i cann0t take it ... i can't face u at that m0ment . i will think 0f the consequences . thinkin way too much . if u wann tuh smile n luff , let me be sad fer u . argh... weird . den was gg fine . things were gg fine i guess after t0kin . dun sing as well . tears might cum .... den went tuh ch0ir . t0dae is our last session . i will miss ch0ir ! thx fer the farewell . shikin ! thx fer ur card . i m s0o touched bud i m n0rt cryin .there are tears !! there are l0ls... u r the best ! ... den went tuh find w0ods n went hm . luffin away at yang chen ling's sis . baddies ... i will be fine after luffin ... c0ol ...
I M OK !! L0LS
can't imagine h0lidaes w/o u . tt dae w/o euu . bud it will be 0ver s0on ... i will bear wif it ... =] surprise !
[[`` u hab rights t0 be sad . u dun hab tuh be str0ng in fr0nt of me . c0z u will be tired one dae n i m afraid 0f tt dae tt u will ch0ose to let g0. s0rry ... ]]