Y Thursday, March 23, 2006Y
9:22 PM

23.03.06- happii bdae tuh gary ... l0ls . lays , i rmb this dae ... mun didn't cum t0 sch todae due to her gastric . we had the p0st-sec talk . muz work hard on my maths . it is verii impt to be eligible t0 poly n0rt f0rgettin my combined humans . ii hate tt subj c0z i can't seemed t0 score welL . den went back fer cme . me n mun are d0wn fer the service learning presentati0n . She said was due t0 our health conditions . =x durin ss , we did grp work . i was s0 serious with it . l0ls . can't stop luffin as we present wen mdm thr0w us the questions. thr0w ? s0 we hab to catch it ? l0ls ... tt was funnii . tuh me at least . physics time .... can't stop luffin wen w0od was saying ... ghost story . l0ls . hate chem less0n t0dae . my ears were sufferin ... poor ears. i reallii hated tt bloody sound . s0 pls stop doing tt . my ears cann0t take it l0rs. it is not even funny to make some0ne suffer . try puttin a knife in ur ear . see if ur ears hurt ! so pls stop it ! dEn went fer S&D rehersal . i gt nth to d0 at alL . den went with chien to send averil t0 gek p0h . den went back tuh sch . it was a "cold" walk . l0ls.went back tuh the hall. michelle merely came cl0se tuh me , ms sim gt so excited and ask us not to sit tt way ... corrupted mind . den others started tokin bout tt ... peskii . den hadi did smth . i juz passed a remark n everything g0 bonkers. wat a gay . l0ls . den they juz can't seem tuh stop tokin bout tt . luff n luff . =x den went tuh jp .saw campus superstar , geraldine ! omg ~ she l0oked s0o c0ol... she rawks ~ met gary with lays n w0ods . crapped den went tuh ljs. they decided n0rt tuh wait , me n w0ods went tuh take mrt . dad called wen i was gg to reach je . he wanted me to go back to boon lay n g0 grandma's hse . i was feeling so pc and he wanted me to go back . ARH ~ nearlii went mad . den went back jp n waited fer me . i was scolded again . sick n tired of tt . felt better wen ii reached grandma's hse . melanie is so cute . she can walk n run ... l0ls . l0ve her tuh bits ... den tok to martin n sheryl . t0 mart : if u reallii l0ve her , persevere 0n bahs ... if she ain't gg to appreciate , she isn't w0rth ur luv at alL. den went h0me . ears bursting . s0rry if i m nort ur good daughter . bud we ain't giving euu ani pressure and u got rid of us so easily . m0m is the 0ne workin hard fer this family. i blamed myself fer not being good. bud bear in mind , who caused everythin at e start ? ... breakin d0wn this time sh0wed tt i m n0t strong afterall . esp in front of dad . 0nce my cl0sest bel0ved dad. unbelievable . i n0e u l0ve us t0o bud u l0ve us in the wrong way . i nv ever deny tt u aren't a great dad . U still the best dad in the w0rld ....will ani0ne n0e wat ii m g0ing thru ...
went h0me . gonna study fer lit ... argh ... =s
things not gg right . wen wilL all these end ... say wateva u wan . i give n0 damn. i am reallii tired . pls dun gib me extra pr0bs aim0re...
[[`` u gave me the wilL n strength tuh m0ve on ... w/0 euu , i wun be able t0 make it thru ... is the care ... all ii nid n0w is a shoulder t0 lean 0n... ]]
`` h0ld mii cl0se n say u'll be dere fer me n0 matter wat ...