
it has been inside me all these while . thinkin about it fer s0 l0ng . th0u it is redundant . why is there still the fear 0f l0sing ? is it bec0z wad she hab d0ne touched me as well ? ... ya it definitely created an impact c0z i someh0w feel it . 0ne can be s0 strong bout her feelings. incredible . i admired her l0tsa . dun wanna mention anithing bout this p0st. c0z ii juz write n ii g0 on . happiness will be on ur way as welL ... ii believe ~ ii cl0se one eye n ear ...
t0 be continued ....

mid year exams are cuming ... reallii hafta w0rk hard n n0rt think ab0ut other things . there are s0 much tt ii hab learnt all these while . ii learnt to l0ok at ppl another way , trustin the right person , being m0re sensitive to others' feelings. i've been bad in being sensitive towards others' feelings. i often neglected their feelings without knowin myself. how could ii ? always tellin myself tt things gonna be fine . will it realii be fine ? h0pe s0 ~ ii m afraid . afraid of s0o much . t0o much tt became a burden . =x things will be fine huhs .
t0 be continued . time tuh Zzz.

22.04.06- t0dae meet lays at 5 pm. went far east makan kfc. s0me uncivilised ppl snatch our place. tt was ridiculous ! EEK ... den met mun, k0h, xian n eunice. den went tuh sh0p . we went mang0 ling0 . glad tt they l0ve mang0 ling0 . c0z it simply r0cks huhs. =] l0ve mang0 ling0 to bits ! den it was raining. den we took bus to heeren. we ran to cine . h0w exciting . running iin the rain. l0ls =] t0ok ne0s . met s0me k0reans . lays they all were mad . speakin in k0rean lang. hahax. went tuh sh0p around cine. b0ught landyard. didn't wan to g0 h0me. s0 parted 0ff with xian , lays n k0h. me , mun n eunice went tuh clark quay . saw the bungee jump ~ wah !!! i must g0 n try after 0's . student's price cheaper ~ $25. l0ls. den went tuh walk around cine. ate mars ice cream. yummy . den tok n j0ke around. mad huhs. den went h0me . =]
23.04.06- t0dae went out with w0ods. was late fer 25 mins. s0rry . den headed t0 queensway. walked around n went tuh eat macs. den t0ok bus 14 hopin to c the big old chang kee. bud can't find. den went taka... went tuh kin0 n art friend. l0ls. crappin as usual . l0ls. den went mang0 ling0 . =] b0ss treated us biscuits this time. it was verii nice ... l0ls. t0ok bus 14 again . still could n0t find the big old chang kee. nvm . den went city hall . walked around ... den w0ods bought me a big lollipop. thank euu . den went t0 clark quay . watched bungee again . still feel like trying . =] lays !~ waitin fer ya le. den went h0me. =]
[[`` even ur hart may leave , ii'll l0ve u the same ...-]]

08.04.06- m0rnin , w0od came and teach me maths . fer 5 mins? l0ls .; den were b0red by it . den watch the gh0st story. b0rin ? abit l0rs... l0ls... den fell asleep ... den he went h0me .... mun came my hse n t0n. went tuh fetch her n b0ught fries n chicken wings fer our dinner. den came back , watch vcd... den she n m0m was crappin . l0ls . den feeling unwell . den we d0 masks . ladies nite . *details missing* l0ts of crappin in btw. at nite was havin fever. 38 degrees. omg . feelin s0 sick wen we r gg out the next dae. peskii ! den we woke up at 6 am ! c0z ii can't slp at alL ... ar ! den crap n crap earlii in the m0rnin ~ den d0lled up and went tuh town .
09.04.06- searched fer mun's puma bag. can't find ani... she was sad . den went tuh taka. m0m bought a puma bag insteaD. omg ~! l0ls . den met w0ods. we went tuh see sakura buffet. eat al0t... s0 fulL ... l0ls . den we went tuh take ne0print. l0ls . m0m is s0 peskii !! great luffin time. den went tuh kb0x... sing n sing. *details mssing* l0ls . m0m's song the best ! haha hAhax... den went h0me. on the way saw lays n shikin. talk talk. den went h0me. tired.
10.04.06- went tuh sch . fever in sch0ol ... arhs ~ den went tuh jp with lays n w0ods. buy present . den headed h0me ....
11.04.06- happii 2 mths n happii bdae t0 SHIKIN !!! l0ls i was havin fever still . s0 i missed sch0ol . stayed at h0me rottening... sianz . den w0ods came ... he b0ught sweet secret fer me ! hahax ... the cake was ... s0 yummy ~ thanks ... was touched. made smth fer him as well... =]
den he went 0ff.... th0u hiccups happen on this dae. i n0e we will g0nna be fine =] *details missing* ...
12.04.06 - t0dae gt 2 tests ~ stressed... l0ls ... confirm fail my amaths ~ nv studii rate of change ... sianz =[ in sch , was havin a hard time . juz can't face myself ... quiet quiet... all s0 quiet. hate silence ... all al0ng ... den began to t0k . felt much better. eat al0t al0t ... like wat l0rs... pig !~ *details missing*
13.04.06- sch as usual ... l0ls. but n0rt as b0rin lE. l0ls . den w0ods sent me h0me ... s0 high ~ l0ls . *details missing*
14.04.06- t0dae is g0od fri ... nid to g0 church . met w0ods at jE . den went tuh church . poor boii , waited fer me fer alm0st 1 hr outside at the bus stop al0ne ~ den was crappin with my cousins. s0 much to catch up . kana scolded by ah ma =x l0ls . den finish le , met him , took mrt to orhard. went cine b0ught m0vie tix. black nitE? l0ls . den went tuh mang0 ling0. miss papaya babe s0 much ~ yummii !!! l0ve mang0 ling0 ~ wen we wan to g0 heeren , it rained heavily den den waited fer the rain t0 stop . den saw k0h , mich n all . reminded us 0f bus . l0ls . den we t0ok bus to heeren . den went tuh take ne0s . the machine was sl0w ~ eek ... den went bugis to eat ... yummy ~ den headed back to cine . that sh0w . omg ... wat a gh0st sh0w . n0t scary de l0rs... sian da0 ~ den took mrt h0me ...
to be continued


``[[ l0ve him like the way u nv been hurt b4 . live ur life as if t0dae is the end of the w0rld. -]]

``[[ .: pe0ple 0ften said tt g0d is oways fair . he wilL give u s0mething and take s0methin else frm u in return . if g0d has ever gave me smth tt make me l0se euu , i rather dun wan it . c0z i juz wan u by my side :.]]