Y Thursday, May 18, 2006Y
4:02 AM
18.05.06- itz been s0o l0ng since ii last bl0gged. i g0t back my results . my results were bad. esp my physics. can't believe it myself . 20/90 ! wat've ii been doing? dreaming in all physics less0ns. c0ol ... tt's wat i get in return. sad case. lucky mr tan is back. but i alrd kind of given up on physics. haix. den we started on our mt intentsive ytd. b0ring. d0ing all mt ws ! sianz. 11.05.06- juz sum recap. l0ls. was our 3rd month le . went out watched m0vie ... [[details missing]]
12.05.06- public holidae. went out ... met lays, ya, chien , joey , fang n ivan. finalli bought my bikini. wahaha. we ch0se fer a l0ong time l0rs. th0u i have sum regrets. c0z ii m ch0osy ! l0ls. went mang0 ling0 !!! miss it s0oo much ! finallii . been craving fer it since exams period . bud went s0 mnaii times . didn't see my pretty b0ss ! miss her s0 much as well !! l0ls . den went tuh search fer my cl0thes. the tube i've been eyein fer is s0ld out ! s0 sad !!! searchin fer smth else. haix.
13.05.06- went tuh ya's hse with w0od in the m0rning ~ time fer tradition. l0ls. miss it s0 much. went tuh her hse d0 all water b0mbs. den dester , kims , hing rong came. we started our tradition. l0ls. s0 crazii ! haha. den we were all wet ! wh000o... den went back tuh cut cake. hadi came. crapping time . l0ls. den went tuh l0t 1 to meet lays . accompani her buy some stuffs.
14.05.06- m0mmy's dae . haha. went tuh with m0mmy todae. i bought 2 bottoms n 1 shirt n 2 beach shorts. spent quite al0t ! thanks m0m . wanted to change style . bud gettin simple again ! nvm ! june i shall come back . l0ls . went tuh mang0 ling0 ! pretty b0ss is still n0t there ! l0ls. miss her s00oo much ! ar. can't get to drink my mixy . argh . den went bugis . met br0 . went tuh eat v8 cafe . yummii ~ l0ls .
16.05.06- went out with woods. serch fer my top . ii m reallii ch0osy. in the end bought a stussy tanktop . l0ls. den we went tuh take ne0s den went tuh eat bugis cafe. yummy . l0ls . den sh0p around. wanted to buy a notebook but it was 7.90 ! ex da0 . l0ls . den went h0me. been hinting to wood bout my wallet . he reallii bought one fer me ! s0 touched . thanks ya ~ ... l0ls ! =]
having fear towards them . i m wondering why it kept appearing my mind. they are alm0st everywhere. h0w can i avoid ? i hate this feeling ! i hate this fear ! i juz wan to get rid of it s0o much. the m0ment i see them , that scene reappear in my mind. it is haunting me . nth can help me n0w.
mani things have happen . s0me things are g0ing as fine. s0me things are n0t ! i've been asking myself some qns and ii realised it is all my fault. i neglected s0me ppl . tt's why. everything seemed to go apart. everything is n0 l0nger the same. wad m0re can i ask fer ...? ii wonder.