Y Saturday, May 27, 2006Y
4:27 PM
27.05.06- seeing m0m , i br0ke d0wn . didn't wan her t0 w0rry ... ran 0f the hse ... standin in the middle 0f the r0ad . wishin 1 cab will stop fer me ... waited fer l0ng . ppl might think i m mad ... i juz l0ve the cars' h0rns ... t0ok cab and headed to westw0od ... juz wanna g0 far away frm h0me ... met lays n chien . they were s0 high . finally i juz keep luffing ... luffing n luffing . bud there were tears . i m painful inside ... [[ details missing ]] dun wish to write ani further . p.s - kn0cked d0wn by a car ... i like chang's reacti0n .
n0 one seemed t0 understand wat the hell i m g0ing thru'. ii may seem happii outside .. bud inside , i am br0ken int0 pieces . bits n pieces . i became a changed pers0n . l0sing eveything . bud yet i m glad they are still by me . even it may juz be a lie . i accept it . c0z i nid lies t0 kip me g0ing n0w . this pain i believe is n0t gonna heal fast . it hurtz deeply . am i g0ing to put on a mask everydae ? change myself t0tally out of this shit ! ... it will end s0on . end painfully . all !
s0rry ...