Y Friday, June 30, 2006Y
9:51 AM
l l0ve this s0ng . =]i'll be ok -mCfly
When everything is going wrong And things are just a little strange
Its been so long now
you've forgotten how to smile
And overhead the skies are clear
but it still seems to rain on you
And your only friends all have better things to do
When you're down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you're down
and lost along the way
Oh just tell yourself I'll, I'll be ok
When things are only getting worse
And you need someone to take the blame
When your lover's gone
there's no one to share the pain
You're sleeping with the tv on
and you're lying in an empty bed
All the alcohol in the world would never help me to forget
When you're down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you're down and lost along the way
Just try a little harder
Try your best to make it through the day
Oh just tell yourself I'll, I'll be ok
You're not alone
[You're not alone]
You're not alone
[You're not alone]
You're not alone
Just tell yourself I'll,
I'll be ok
Oh just tell yourself, I'll, I'll be ok
Won't you tell yourself, I'll be ok
9:20 AM
28.06.06 - sch0ol was n0rmal . juZ some hiccups . Juz wanna make things g0 back n make things right . I'm reallii trying hard t0 reach out fer euu . Bud i always mistaken fer ur reacti0n. im bad . i n0e ur worries . bud i m sure if there is trust between us , nth will cum btw us ~ dun doubt mE . it huRts . went tuh ya's hse with w0od , chien , mun , lays , k0h , averil , chang and kim lEe . yA's m0m c0oked lunch fer us . it was yummy . thanks ... den we watched silther . it was gr0ss ~ argh ~ th0se thingys ! Yuckies ! den watched scary m0vie 4 . kinda funnii bahS . crapped around n all. tried on kim lee's bike. it was c0ol ~ l0ls. den went h0me . we had a talk ... feeling s0 d0wn at the poiint of time . maybe we b0th are juz t0o tired ... after talking , i realised ii nid euu . I'm sorry 4 all these . we b0th had a tough time all this while . It is time t0 go back ...
29.06.06- was feeling unwelL. verii unwelL . didn't went tuh sch ... ii l0ve the way u tC of me . i was feeling terrible . i'm glad u r there 4 me , takin care of me .
30.06.06- didn't went tuh sch0ol todae c0z i gt 2daes mC. m0rning still feel unwell . m0m was sick as welL . decided to buy sum stuffs n cook fer dinner . w0ods came . after eatintg , we started blending the juice . we tried oreo . i messed things up ! l0ls. i put the sp0on in and everythin burst ! b0o ! All on my face n shirt . l0ls. s0rry w0ods . U kana as well . >.<>
[[- ii can't g0 on with0ut euu . pr0mise u will never leave . ]]
Y Tuesday, June 27, 2006Y
7:10 AM
11.06.06--14.06.06- w0rking **23.06.06 - went 0ut with w0ods t0dae . he came tuh my hse tuh help me ch0ose cl0thes. in the end still the same old de . l0ls. nvm . den rush to orhard . decided to watch m0vie . watched juz my luck . it is reallii a great sh0w . highly recommended . =] muz watch ! den walk around. took ne0s twice todae . our m0od is spoiled by a gang of sickening ppl . Uncivilised ! omg ~ den he was feeling down . went tuh our old place . he felt s0 much better after tt . maybe he is too tired . i shld be m0re understanding bahs . i m always there 4 u dear . =]
24.06.06- sch0ol is reopening s0on. t0dae m0rning Pms. cramps ! woke up late . uncle sent me to mrt stati0n and i met w0ods after his s0ccer . den went tuh his hse . supp0se to d0 hW. in the end we did not d0 them . things still kinda weird . hMms. den went tuh work . he accompanied me tuh g0 fetch happy . it was raining . kinda touched tt he sent me there . thanks dear . =] den we have tuh "protect" happy frm the rain . l0ls. den reached mang0 ling0 . l0ls. heard smth sad. den played with happy the wh0le dae . dunn0 if i m working l0rs . l0ve happy l0ads . muz rmb tuh buy her stuffs . =] den b0ught cakes n went tuh woods hse . we talked , j0ked . h0w great if we are always like tt . den uncle came to fetch me . went h0me . =[
25.06.06- one m0re dae tuh sch reopen . hais . m0rning went tuh orhard . suddenly wanted to g0 . s0 early . bought hairbands ~ l0ve hairbands ! gotta collect them ! l0ls ! den b0ught woods' b0xer . l0ls. s0- cute lehs ~ finally d0ne wad i promised . still can't find mun's wallet . b0ught yaya's hell0 kitty bag . =] d0ne ... den b0ught old chang kee . went tuh woods' hse . d0 hw ~ l0ls. chatted with woods n walter . wad funni br0thers . l0ls . den went tuh d0 our hw . things n0t going fine . i reallii can't g0 on without euu . bud i m juz tuh stubborn . i always failed to make u smile . wad i've done seemed too little . i juz can't bear tuh leave . everytime u came back , i felt happi . bud seein euu tt way , my hart hurts l0tz . things will g0 better . we always told tt to ourselves . it will bE .
[[ our wounds are not yet heal bud in harts of harts , we n0e we still l0ve each other . ]]
26.06- first dae of school . so happii tt he came to sch ~ l0ls. i m high all dae . i juz can't stop crapping . kinda l0ve sch0ol . maybe bec0z is the first dae. i thot everywhere dun seem to fit me , bud todae i felt likewise . i m happi . n0 m0re tears ii h0pee... =]
27.06.06- heard al0t of stuffs . disgusted by s0me ppl ~ eek . den todae was tired in the m0rning . after recess i m high again ~ l0ls . =] i m still happii . n0 pc or watever ! thx ... =]
Y Monday, June 19, 2006Y
8:31 AM
- [1] - i've been crying lately . why hab i becum s0 emtional ? i think i shld learn t0 see things positively and n0t make myself n him sad anim0re. we shld be happii ...-[2]- 0ne by 0ne they are leaving ... all becamE different fr0m the past ... p0ndering ...
Y Wednesday, June 14, 2006Y
9:14 AM
10.06.06- went 0ut with mun , k0h , shimin , lays , jas and chang t0dae. we went tuh orhard first. den went tuh mang0 ling0 to meet lays n jas wh0 were waiting fer us fer years ... l0ls. den drank n crapped . we walked around far east . chang went tuh try his shoes . t0o tight =x den we headed tuh heeren. on the way , i was high . i even asked mun tuh hold my hands as if i'm da queen. sick0 ! l0ls. den reached heeren. supp0se tuh leave first but decided to take ne0s with them . l0ls . kinda nice . first time i was complimented 0n my ne0s ! l0ls . den chang b0ught his sh0es . l0ls. oh ya . i gt a new name . "sa0 ba0 " cute da0 . l0ls. den went 0ff tuh ang m0 kio . dad fetched me tuh dinner with ah ma they all . l0ve the f0od there . yummy ! i like this kind 0f dinner. at least i get tuh talk tuh ah ma and ah g0ng . missed them l0ads . den reached h0me bout 7 . s0 earli. br0ke my necklace. feelin s0 d0wn . was at h0me al0ne . =x tt feeling i shld say ... sux like helL ...[[- iMissU. ]]
11.06.06- he's back ...! finallii !
12.06.06- went tuh orhard with w0ods t0dae . went tuh drink mang0 ling0 den headed tuh cine t0 take ne0s ... i felt reallii d0wn after that. juz dunn0 why . tears came rollin d0wn. wat's wrong with me ? ... haii . he tried tuh cheer me up . thanks l0ads . =] den reached bugis . went tuh eat al0t of f0od . eating realli made me feel s0 much better . den went tuh walk around . he b0ught his pants . den took mrt h0me . in mrt , we were s0 high . started playin childish games . like "chopsticks" and mani m0re ... l0ls. and luffin at a sexy man ! l0ls . luff s0 much ! ... den we t0ok l0ads 0f fotos . we are jUz being vain here. =x m0m's back !
[[-happilyEverAfter.]]
Y Friday, June 09, 2006Y
9:43 PM
l0ads 0f details missing - *9.06.06- send him h0me t0dae ... hmm ... argh ! miss him
thanks xin ya ! reallii thanks s0oo much !!! l0ve ya l0ads ! i pr0mise i will buy u tt bag. muz wait huhs ! l0ls
10.06.06- g0ing town later ! ... =] with mun , lays , chang , k0h , shi min , jas .
i MISS him . i MISS him . i MISS him . i MISS him . i MISS him .
11.06.06 ... =] cheerios !
Y Thursday, June 01, 2006Y
6:06 AM
30.05.06- t0dae went tuh sch late . n0t feeling well . it was raining . find cabbies . kinda hard. gt myself n w0ods drenched like s0me kind ~ den reached sch late ... after sch0ol , went tuh her hse with ya, chien , w0ods n lays . we b0ught pears 4 her . h0pe she is happier . and we drew on the pears . g0t high in giant ! l0ls ~ den walked fer s0 l0ng den reached her hse . thanks tuh chien. o0ps. den they gt crazii in her hse . makin fun of ppl on msn . wad bad examples ! l0ls. we were all high ! l0ls . den crapped . i l0st my w0ody's badge ! sad da0 . den went h0me . [[ didn't mean tuh be c0ld ... ]]
31.05.06- t0dae went tuh sch as usual . everythin was settled ytd ! happii ! den mun stomachache ... l0ls . den after sch0ol , went tuh jp n eat with w0ods , lays , chie n n ya ... they ate curry ... spicy . hahax. crap n crap ! bunch of peskii ppls . had fun ... den went h0me ...
1.06.06 - went tuh sch . tired . den went h0me ... dad came n fetch me . went ah ma hse. watched singapore id0l ... paul is in ~ l0ls ...