Y Monday, July 30, 2007Y
9:01 AM
本来不觉得你特别疼我直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
长长的简讯
对象已经不会是我
走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖
试着假装的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点
该几点回到家
30.07.07- 我再也不是那幸运的女孩.
there are 2 tests today. i din study at all for both.
went to school with the lowest spirit. i barely tok to anione.
i cried. i couldnt control my emotions.
finally i broke down. just cried like a waterfall.
im unluckyy. very.
how l0ngg wil this go on ... i cant take it le.
i destroyed ur trust. i deserved such punishment.
i deserved feeling sad and cry til my eyes turn swollen.
now i know the feeling of being maligned.
saying the truth bud no one believes
just like the boy who calls the wolf.
i wan to be back with euu.
cos i realise im not strong at all.
i nid euu by my side.
do u still feel the same ?
maybe im just decieving myself.
i hate and afraid to know the ans.
im just escaping frm wad i ought to face.
totally break downn .
i just nid a lil bit of time . from euu.
i planned , hopin u will be happy.
i planned it happily , hopin u will fee the same like me.
will u turn up?
c0uldnt stop.