Y Monday, September 24, 2007Y
11:30 AM
A big sorry to you , momthou u cant se this .
bud somehow this is the only way i can say wadever i wan tuh u .
yes , i know i hurt you al0t.
i blamed you for not being there
when i am going thru so much.
where are you ?
when i m crying so hard in the room?
where are you?
when i said i dun wanna slp al0ne.
where are your promises
when u once said no matter wad , mommy will be there.
yet all i hear from you is
" why make urself so cheap ? "
" why are you so useless? "
" You are just makin urself miserable. "
" dont u push the blame to me "
" next time , u are all alone. "
okok. i know.
its time to be independent.
its time to learn that ppl do change.
its time to let mom hab her own happiness.
s0rry mom for blockin ur way.
it will never happen again.
maybe ...
not seeing me will make u feel better.
mom . do u still rmb wad u once said ?
mommy love you ?
how true can this be.
actions speak louder than words.
i failed as a daughter.