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Y Wednesday, March 05, 2008Y
4:31 AM
i am the biggest fool in the world.

it will be so silly of me to think that u will keep the promise.
it will be so stupid of me to think that u will not let tt happen again.
it will be so idiotic of me to think that u will not do tt to me.

i am wrong.
enough of those rubbish and lies.

i should not be crying for the whole night.
grandma got so worried .
forcing me to eat dinner. :(
asking me why am i crying.
melanie was very sweet.
patting me , hoping i felt better.

i realise family is so impt to me.
i dont want to lose anyone of them.
cos i am loved by them. alot.

to you.
i dont dare to pin any hopes
and not be such a fool to listen to you anymore.

again.
that place.
i hate it.

tell me the feeling of being betrayed,
it is payback time !